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Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love Soundtrack Songs (complete pending final review)

Songwriter Jill Thrussell

Soundtrack Songs:

  • Track 1: Nothing is Forever

  • Track 2: My Hopeful Heart

  • Track 3: Just Another Hurdle of Love

  • Track 4: We Need Two Hearts Not One

  • Track 5: A Willing Heart

  • Track 6: A Lifetime of Love

  • Track 7: Tests of Time/Will Our Love Stand (closing credits song)

  • Track 8: Broken Bonds

  • Track 9: Trials of Love 

  • Track 10: Bridge in My Heart

    Additional Bonus Tracks

  • Track 11: Just Losses to My Heart

  • Track 12: When My Heart Cries

  • Track 13: Can't Trade My Tears for Yesterday

  • Track 14: Stuck in a Rut of Hurt

 

Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love Soundtrack Songs Tracks One to Five 

 

Stuck in a Rut of Hurt

Another night of wondering where things went wrong,
Another night of listening to lonely sad songs,
Another night of hoping that something might change,
Another night of questioning where life turned to blame,
Just another shadow of my heart that can't be cast out,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt that just lives in my doubts.

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Another day of hopeful waiting for a reunion that might be strong,
Another day of wishing that nothing ever went wrong,
Another day of thinking that maybe is something that we can do,
Another day of realizing that wishes don't always come true,
Just another shadow of my heart that lives on painful dust,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt with just the past memories of us.

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Another tomorrow sits upon the horizon of my life,
Another tomorrow that might give my mind a bit less strife,
Another tomorrow for us sits in the palm of your hands,
Another tomorrow when you might realize that our future is at your command,
Just another shadow of my heart that doesn't love my life honestly,
Coz I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt that doesn't want me to live my life freely. (that doesn't want to free me.)

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges, just ditches of absolute heartbreak,
With a full bottle of painful heartache,
Full of our mistakes,
And since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There has been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved 

 

Trials of Love

I'm sitting by a reflection of the situation,
And wondering what went wrong,
When the trials of love came along,
Why weren't our hearts more strong,
Yesterdays flee from my memories full of pain,
Coz today couldn't understand all the heartbreaking rain,
Now our tomorrows don't breathe and gasp for every breath,
Coz we let our love flow far from our hearts and chests,
So I have to ask myself how could we drift so far away,
Coz the trials of love were always sure to come our way one day.

Chorus
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we stand through it all,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did we fall at the first hurdle,
When the trials of love came,
Why did we break down and fail,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did our hearts stall and not prevail,
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we reach for each other's hands,
And when the trials of love came,
Why didn't we give our hearts a second chance,
Questions tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past and ask,
Is our love just a painful reflection of us,
That really can't survive or last.

I'm standing by a shadow of forgotten maybes,
And that shadow of doubt stands and hangs over me,
As I wonder why love loiters in painful limbo,
But we can no longer embrace the warm place that we used to know,
Coz our yesterdays don't call anymore and hide from us,
Though the remnants of hurt still linger and debris of broken trust,
Now our tomorrows hide from us and are nowhere near,
Coz we let love slip from our hands and pain began to steer,
So I have to ask myself how could we let things go so wrong,
Coz when the trials of love came along we should have been more strong.

Chorus
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we stand through it all,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did we fall at the first hurdle,
When the trials of love came,
Why did we break down and fail,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did our hearts stall and not prevail,
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we reach for each other's hands,
And when the trials of love came,
Why didn't we give our hearts a second chance,
Questions tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past and ask,
Is our love just a painful reflection of us,
That really can't survive or last.

I'm walking towards a wall of painful regrets and hurt,
But coldness and emptiness is all that greets my heart,
And though I wonder where we lost our way I really cannot see,
Coz nothing but silent sad waves of pain seem to surround me,
That wash over and wrap themselves around me with no love or care,
And each one provides me with nothing but an empty cold stare,
So love lingers in my heart but no answers can be found,
As I pick up the fragments of my broken heart from the ground,
And so I start to ask myself if we can ever truly find us again,
Coz the trials of love have taken us on such a painful downward spin.

Chorus
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we stand through it all,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did we fall at the first hurdle,
When the trials of love came,
Why did we break down and fail,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did our hearts stall and not prevail,
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we reach for each other's hands,
And when the trials of love came,
Why didn't we give our hearts a second chance,
Questions tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past and ask,
Is our love just a painful reflection of us,
That really can't survive or last.


When the trials of love came along,
We really lost it all,
And when the trials of love came along,
Our love fell through our fingers like a waterfall,
Questions still tug away inside my mind
As I reminisce upon the past,
But nothing it seems can bridge the gap in our hearts,
That really lasts,
Redemption stands so far away from us,
And keeps its distance,
As I ask if our love is just a painful casualty,
Of our circumstance,
And so I ask again,
When the trials of love pass us by,
Can we reach for each other's hands, hold on and give us a try,
Can we give our hearts a second chance sincerely,
And can we try to make real amends that will heal truly,
Can we stand together through it all and try to be strong,
Or is our love just destined to be a lost waterfall of wrong.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved 

 

My Heart Cries

Once we spent life in the happy lane,
Where we drove at high speeds through joy,
With no heartache, hurt and pain,
But since we've been stuck in a traffic jam of misery,
Painful sadness has become our daily consumption,
And so as I watch those happy times slip out of our hands,
My heart starts to cry,
Coz nothing I try can provide our happiness with a resurrection.

Chorus
My heart cries coz our love's been lost,
And betrayal is an unhappy substitute for loyal trust,
My heart cries coz for us there's no rest,
Coz our love failed when it was put to the test,
My heart cries coz our love fails and fails,
And only mistrust, hurt and heartbreak seem to prevail,
My heart cries full of sad and lonely tears,
Coz we'll never regain or relive those once so happy years,
My heart cries, my heart cries as we say goodbye,
Coz life only seems to offer us bitter, painful, lonely, empty, sad goodbyes.

Now that our hearts are locked into that hurtful traffic jam,
Our minds are full of bitter edges of frustration,
With a solid core of hurt, heartbreak and destruction,
And though I try to regain our once happy situation,
Disloyal betrayal has become our daily consumption,
And so as I watch those happy times slip out of our union,
My heart starts to cry,
Coz nothing can provide our happiness with a resurrection.

Chorus
My heart cries coz our love's been lost,
And betrayal is an unhappy substitute for loyal trust,
My heart cries coz for us there's no rest,
Coz our love failed when it was put to the test,
My heart cries coz our love fails and fails,
And only mistrust, hurt and heartbreak seem to prevail,
My heart cries full of sad and lonely tears,
Coz we'll never regain or relive those once so happy years,
My heart cries, my heart cries as we say goodbye,
Coz life only seems to offer us bitter, painful, lonely, empty, sad goodbyes.

The days come and go but our pain still stays,
And the traffic of hurt is not moving out of our way,
Coz huge obstacles of pain fully block harmony's highway,
And just I don't think those obstacles will be overcome today,
Coz heartache has become our daily consumption,
And so as I watch those happy times slip out of our minds,
My heart starts to cry,
Coz nothing can provide our happiness with a resurrection of any kind.

Chorus
My heart cries coz our love's been lost,
And betrayal is an unhappy substitute for loyal trust,
My heart cries coz for us there's no rest,
Coz our love failed when it was put to the test,
My heart cries coz our love fails and fails,
And only mistrust, hurt and heartbreak seem to prevail,
My heart cries full of sad and lonely tears,
Coz we'll never regain or relive those once so happy years,
My heart cries, my heart cries as we say goodbye,
Coz life only seems to offer us bitter, painful, lonely, empty, sad goodbyes.

Maybe tomorrow we might find a way through the pain,
But the weight of yesterday has now become so heavy,
Due to the burden of our shared shame and blame,
But the traffic jam isn't moving towards unity or harmony,
And so happiness is a destination that we may never again see,
Coz mistrust has become our daily consumption,
So as I watch those happy times slip out of our hearts,
My heart starts to cry,
Coz nothing can resurrect our happiness as it leaves our sides, minds and hearts.

Chorus
My heart cries coz our love's been lost,
And betrayal is an unhappy substitute for loyal trust,
My heart cries coz for us there's no rest,
Coz our love failed when it was put to the test,
My heart cries coz our love fails and fails,
And only mistrust, hurt and heartbreak seem to prevail,
My heart cries full of sad and lonely tears,
Coz we'll never regain or relive those once so happy years,
My heart cries, my heart cries as we say goodbye,
Coz life only seems to offer us bitter, painful, lonely, empty, sad goodbyes.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved 

 

Just Losses to My Heart

Each day I try to accept the grim reality,
But the losses to my heart,
Live inside every part of me,
Ugly remnants of history's hurts,
Tie my heart and mind up in painful knots,
But no refreshment comes,
Even though I try to put that hurt upon a shelf,
But the pain is here to stay,
So the junkyard of heartache that lives in my heart,
Always gets in my way,
Because the losses to my heart,
From your disloyalty fill every part.

Chorus
Inside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
That stain my life with tears of pain,
And painful memories,
With no pleasant parts,
Outside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
And that sadness is no crown of glory,
Just full of hurtful memories,
With no real heart,
All around me,
I see just losses to my heart,
Because that's all you give,
And so losses in life and love,
Are all that I live,
So inside and outside of me and all around me,
There's just losses full of bitter, hard, sad realities.

Every day I try to live a life that is new,
But the losses to my heart,
Frustrate all that I try to do,
And I just can't tidy up the losses in my heart,
Or put them away,
Because that pain vibrates inside me every single day,
So that hurt is here to stay,
And the junkheap of hurt that lives in my heart,
Always blocks my way,
Because the losses to my heart,
From your betrayal fill every part.

Chorus
Inside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
That stain my life with tears of pain,
And painful memories,
With no pleasant parts,
Outside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
And that sadness is no crown of glory,
Just full of hurtful memories,
With no real heart,
All around me,
I see just losses to my heart,
Because that's all you give,
And so losses in life and love,
Are all that I live,
So inside and outside of me and all around me,
There's just losses full of bitter, hard, sad realities.

Sometimes I hope that tomorrow will bring change,
But the losses to my heart,
Still beat down like a torrent of painful rain,
So I can't repair the losses to my heart,
Transform them into gains,
Or make a new start,
And the angry clouds of heartbreak still stand over my head,
Because I really can't change what has been done and said,
And the wasteland of pain that lives inside my heart,
Always destroys every fresh start,
Because the losses to my heart,
From your sad realities fill every part.

Chorus
Inside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
That stain my life with tears of pain,
And painful memories,
With no pleasant parts,
Outside of me,
There's just losses to my heart,
And that sadness is no crown of glory,
Just full of hurtful memories,
With no real heart,
All around me,
I see just losses to my heart,
Because that's all you give,
And so losses in life and love,
Are all that I live,
So inside and outside of me and all around me,
There's just losses full of bitter, hard, sad realities.

All around me,
There's just losses to my heart,
And losses to my heart,
Are all that now remain,
Since our hearts, our lives and our love fell apart.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Broken Bonds

The rift in our hearts really can't be crossed,
Because we can't forgive what we once had and lost,
And so moments of hurt are now all that remain,
From today's pain and yesterday's shame,
Our broken hearts now only carry hurt and heartbreak,
And that never seems to change because of our past mistakes.

Chorus
So all I see is broken bonds,
Broken bonds that won't meet,
Broken hearts that cry when we sleep,
Broken bonds that won't push,
Broken bonds that don't pull,
And broken bonds treat our hearts so hard and so cruel,
Hearts torn apart by trouble and strain,
Hearts with fractures, scars and wounds,
Full of heartbreak, shame and pain,
Broken bonds that are no longer true,
And a love that's forgotten what we once knew,
Because all my eyes can see and all that my heart feels,
Are these broken bonds that never seem to ever really heal.

The rift in our hearts grows every day and won't reduce,
And that's just a harsh reality and bitter truth,
So all we have now are sad memories of heartbreak covered in pain,
From today's hurt and yesterday's painful rain,
Our broken hearts now only carry tears and heartbreak,
And that never seems to change no matter what choices we make.

Chorus
So all I see is broken bonds,
Broken bonds that won't meet,
Broken hearts that cry when we sleep,
Broken bonds that won't push,
Broken bonds that don't pull,
And broken bonds treat our hearts so hard and so cruel,
Hearts torn apart by trouble and strain,
Hearts with fractures, scars and wounds,
Full of heartbreak, shame and pain,
Broken bonds that are no longer true,
And a love that's forgotten what we once knew,
Because all my eyes can see and all that my heart feels,
Are these broken bonds that never seem to ever really heal.

The rift in our hearts may never truly heal,
Because of our disloyal acts that we could no longer conceal,
So the pain from our past still lives inside our hearts,
From today's hurt and yesterday's shameful parts,
Our broken hearts now only carry mistrust and heartbreak,
And that never seems to change no matter what path of love we take.

Chorus
So all I see is broken bonds,
Broken bonds that won't meet,
Broken hearts that cry when we sleep,
Broken bonds that won't push,
Broken bonds that don't pull,
And broken bonds treat our hearts so hard and so cruel,
Hearts torn apart by trouble and strain,
Hearts with fractures, scars and wounds,
Full of heartbreak, shame and pain,
Broken bonds that are no longer true,
And a love that's forgotten what we once knew,
Because all my eyes can see and all that my heart feels,
Are these broken bonds that never seem to ever really heal.

So all I can see now,
Are our broken bonds,
And all I can feel in my heart,
Are our broken wrongs,
Just broken divides,
That separate us,
With no bridges of love,
Or remnants of trust,
Because of the hurt that sits in our hearts,
And between us,
Just broken bonds that keep us so far apart,
With hurdles of pain,
That live inside our hearts,
And nothing can erase our pain,
Or our mistrust,
So those broken bonds still keep us so far apart,
And breathe so much hurt into us,
That the pain really can't be taken apart.

So our broken bonds still remain with us,
And the fragments of hurt,
Buried deep inside our hearts and us,
With no dignity or hope that love can ever regain,
Because our broken hearts,
Can no longer feel, love or see beyond our pain.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Stuck in a Rut of Hurt

Another night of wondering where things went wrong,
Another night of listening to lonely sad songs,
Another night of hoping that something might change,
Another night of questioning where life turned to blame,
Just another shadow of my heart that can't be cast out,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt that just lives in my doubts.

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Another day of hopeful waiting for a reunion that might be strong,
Another day of wishing that nothing ever went wrong,
Another day of thinking that maybe is something that we can do,
Another day of realizing that wishes don't always come true,
Just another shadow of my heart that lives on painful dust,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt with just the past memories of us.

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Another tomorrow sits upon the horizon of my life,
Another tomorrow that might give my mind a bit less strife,
Another tomorrow for us sits in the palm of your hands,
Another tomorrow when you might realize that our future is at your command,
Just another shadow of my heart that doesn't love my life honestly,
Coz I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt that doesn't want me to live my life freely. (that doesn't want to free me.)

Chorus
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a full bottle of painful heartbreak,
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
Since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges, just ditches and absolute heartbreak,
But since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Can't Trade My Tears for Yesterday

Though I really want to change our present,
From the bitter past,
My tears just keep on falling,
And my smiles never really last,
So I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And I'm living on the rim of a desperate hope,
Just waiting for a long, strong, real rescue rope,
To pull me out of that pain and to give me fresh hope,
But I can't trade my tears, I just can't trade my tears,
And now that you are gone my life is full of fears.

Chorus
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And we can't regain our happy past,
So my tears keep on falling,
And my smiles never really last,
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
When life was so simple,
So much happier and kind,
And we were companions with unity in mind,
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
I just can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And even though our present is so harsh,
You and I no longer seem to understand the happiness,
That we once enjoyed, embraced and had.

The tears sting my face every single day,
And the pain still lives deep in my heart,
Coz I can't trade our hurtful today,
So I'm still lost in the joys of our happy yesterdays,
But I can't trade my tears for those happy memories in any way,
I still remember the happiness we once shared, embraced and gave,
To each other's hearts, minds and lives,
Before our happiness fell apart and caved,
But I can't trade my tears, I just can't trade my tears,
And now that you are gone life seems so insincere.

Chorus
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And we can't regain our happy past,
So my tears keep on falling,
And my smiles never really last,
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
When life was so simple,
So much happier and kind,
And we were companions with unity in mind,
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
I just can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And even though our present is so harsh,
You and I no longer seem to understand the happiness,
That we once enjoyed, embraced and had.

Tomorrow comes and goes without any goodbyes,
But when I try to stand up,
I can't leave that hurtful place,
Even though I try and try,
Coz I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
So the hope in my heart has run out of steam,
Coz life has eaten everything that it used to mean,
So now sadness lives in every inch off my heart,
But I still can't trade my tears, I just can't trade my tears,
And now that you are gone life seems to quickly disappear.

Final Chorus
I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And we can't regain our happy past,
So my tears keep on falling,
And my smiles never really last,
But I can't trade my tears for yesterday,
And so every day I see our hurtful present reality,
But I can't trade today for our past happy memories,
I still can't trade my tears for yesterday,
But I can't shake off the remnants of happiness and joy,
That our hearts once used to explore, live and enjoy,
So each day as I hope and wait for our lives to change,
I hope for our future to be restored minus all of the ugly pain.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Tests of Time/Will Our Love Stand

The seconds of our past drift by and moments dim and fade,
Lost in the history of what was once a beautiful parade,
Once so bold and proud,
Triumphant and new,
But the moments leave our hearts so quickly no matter what we do,
Our old moments slip into history's memory of us,
And will never return no matter who we believe in or trust,
But I ask myself as I watch each moment fade away,
Will our love stand in our hearts, remain true and stay.

Chorus
So I ask you now will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our hearts remain closely intertwined,
Will our breath hold our honesty,
And will our thoughts live truthfully,
Will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our shared moments be sublime,
Will our love stand or will it start to fall,
And will our hearts live in harmony through it all,
Will our love stand or collapse in defeat and tears,
And will our love dissolve or be crushed by our fears,
Will our love and will our hearts with all our broken parts,
Be able to stand strong through the tests of time when the hardships start.

Some of our days slip by and as I watch them leave,
They'll never return to us no matter what we want to believe,
Once so joyful and vibrant,
Alive and strong,
But when our old days leave our side they never return,
Our days leave behind just memories made from past thoughts and visions,
And as the days depart from us they seek no reconciliations,
But I ask myself as I watch each one vanish and disappear,
Will our love stand in our hearts, remain dear and near.

Chorus
So I ask you now will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our hearts remain closely intertwined,
Will our breath hold our honesty,
And will our thoughts live truthfully,
Will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our shared moments be sublime,
Will our love stand or will it start to fall,
And will our hearts live in harmony through it all,
Will our love stand or collapse in defeat and tears,
And will our love dissolve or be crushed by our fears,
Will our love and will our hearts with all our broken parts,
Be able to stand strong through the tests of time when the hardships start.

Our months start to gather like bits of dust,
As our hearts collect all the cobwebs from yesterday's us,
Once so pleasant and nice,
Radiant and alive,
Those pleasant months to our hearts so much joy they did provide,
Our years leave our side with no arguments or fuss,
And as the years grow older they seem to lose interest in us,
But I ask myself as I watch each one dissolve from my mind,
Will our love stand strong in our hearts through the tests of time.

Chorus
So I ask you now will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our hearts remain closely intertwined,
Will our breath hold our honesty,
And will our thoughts live truthfully,
Will our love stand the tests of time,
And will our shared moments be sublime,
Will our love stand or will it start to fall,
And will our hearts live in harmony through it all,
Will our love stand or collapse in defeat and tears,
And will our love dissolve or be crushed by our fears,
Will our love and will our hearts with all our broken parts,
Be able to stand strong through the tests of time when the hardships start.

So again I ask you will our love stand the tests of time,
And can we give our hearts some kind of positive sign,
When the tests of time visit our hearts as they are sure to do,
Will our love stand or will our hearts sway from what's true,
Coz time beats silently by as the years disappear,
But will our love stand or collapse in defeat and tears,
Will our hearts and broken parts be able to stand by us each day,
Through the tests of time that might be thrown and come our way,
So again I ask you will our love stand the tests of time,
Or will our hearts just give up on us and finally resign,
Or like a distant memory will our love just start to fade away slowly,
Until it evaporates into nothing and drifts from our hearts for eternity.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved 

 

Bridge in My Heart 

Torn bitter edges and shattered remains,
Our dreams to live in life are no longer the same,
A harmony of warmth that once was so strong,
Is now weak, tainted and so very worn,
Divides of anger and hurt keep us far apart,
And so pain blocks the direct route to our hearts,
No words it appears can soothe that bitter rift,
But I want to try and see if we can forgive,
Coz in my heart there is a bridge,
That you can always walk across,
If we can both just learn to forgive,
And to bury the past that hurts so much.

Chorus
In my heart there is a bridge, (There is a bridge in my heart)
That waits for you and I to forgive,
The wrong things that we both said and did,
But time doesn't wait for us to forgive or live,
And so you need to walk across that bridge,
Then our broken past can be truly left behind,
Our love can be healed and built anew from the ground,
If we can just learn from the past and be more kind,
In my heart there is a bridge,
That waits for you and I to change and forgive,
And for us to accept the past hurts and ugly strains,
Coz life doesn't wait for us to accept blame,
And my heart's bridge will stand strong and true,
Coz I built that bridge in my heart just for you.

Sometimes I try to pick up the broken parts,
And to fit life back together with a brand new start,
But empty moments haunt my days and nights,
Coz life without you around can never seem right,
Glimpses of the past slip in and out of my dreams,
But forgiveness for us is harder than it seems,
No words it appears can reduce that bitter rift,
But if you hold onto my hand we can try to forgive,
Coz in my heart there is still a bridge,
That you can always walk across,
If we can both just learn to forgive,
And to bury the past that hurts so much.

Chorus
In my heart there is a bridge, (There is a bridge in my heart)
That waits for you and I to forgive,
The wrong things that we both said and did,
But time doesn't wait for us to forgive or live,
And so you need to walk across that bridge,
Then our broken past can be truly left behind,
Our love can be healed and built anew from the ground,
If we can just learn from the past and be more kind,
In my heart there is a bridge,
That waits for you and I to change and forgive,
And for us to accept the past hurts and ugly strains,
Coz life doesn't wait for us to accept blame,
And my heart's bridge will stand strong and true,
Coz I built that bridge in my heart just for you.

Some winds of hurt whistle through our ears,
That keep us at a distance when we should be near,
Empty moments slip by and leave our sides,
Never to return as each one runs and hides,
Forgotten loyal promises hide from us,
That remember that we were once so full of trust,
No words it appears can repair that bitter rift,
But my heart still wants us to try to forgive,
And in my heart there is still a bridge,
That you can always walk across,
If we can both just learn to forgive,
And to bury the past that hurts so much.

Chorus
In my heart there is a bridge, (There is a bridge in my heart)
That waits for you and I to forgive,
The wrong things that we both said and did,
But time doesn't wait for us to forgive or live,
And so you need to walk across that bridge,
Then our broken past can be truly left behind,
Our love can be healed and built anew from the ground,
If we can just learn from the past and be more kind,
In my heart there is a bridge,
That waits for you and I to change and forgive,
And for us to accept the past hurts and ugly strains,
Coz life doesn't wait for us to accept blame,
And my heart's bridge will stand strong and true,
Coz I built that bridge in my heart just for you.

So now I leave our future in your hands,
Forgiveness is really at your command,
But remember one thing as you continue to live,
Time really doesn't wait for us to live or forgive,
But in my heart still beats a hopeful wish or two,
That want you to see how much I care about you,
And to accept the hard things that live in our past,
But time doesn't wait for us and slips by so fast,
The bridge in my heart is waiting just for you,
And though it's very hard I promise you,
Love can be found again if we try to be true,
Coz that bridge in my heart I built it just for you.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

A Lifetime of Love

The winds of life blow the moments from our hands,
As life takes each one captive and they never land,
But the moments that we share will still live in us,
Because the memories in our hearts,
Never turn to rain or dust,
Life swallows yesterday and it never returns,
But one thing remains that life cannot shun,
Our lifetime of love that I want to share with you,
And so if you hold onto my hand I promise that I'll remain so true.

Chorus
A lifetime of love,
Is all that I can give to your heart,
And though sometimes we may seem far apart,
I'll always be near and true in my heart,
Because a lifetime of love is what I can give to you,
A lifetime of love,
Is a gift from my heart to you,
A lifetime of love that belongs to only us,
And it's really something that we can always trust,
Coz my love's a real love that's deep, sincere and true,
Because I want to spend my whole lifetime of love with you.

The storms of life may rock our lives each and every day,
And though some hardships may come along our way,
One promise that my heart can make to you,
Is that my love for you is sincere,
And will never turn to fear,
Because my heart will never replace trust with lies,
And my love will never be a trick in disguise,
Just a lifetime of love that I want to share with you,
And so if you hold onto my hand I promise that I'll never abandon you.

Chorus
A lifetime of love,
Is all that I can give to your heart,
And though sometimes we may seem far apart,
I'll always be near and true in my heart,
Because a lifetime of love is what I can give to you,
A lifetime of love,
Is a gift from my heart to you,
A lifetime of love that belongs to only us,
And it's really something that we can always trust,
Coz my love's a real love that's deep, sincere and true,
Because I want to spend my whole lifetime of love with you.

Some sunny rays of life can shine upon our hearts,
And though at times life may make us spend some time apart,
Love will never leave us if we love us every day,
And we'll never be torn apart, knocked down or washed away,
By the waves of yesterday,
Because life can never destroy my love for you,
And my love made from steel bands that tie my heart to you,
Coz I have just a lifetime of love that I want to share with you,
And so if you hold onto my hand I promise that I'll give my heart to you.

Chorus
A lifetime of love,
Is all that I can give to your heart,
And though sometimes we may seem far apart,
I'll always be near and true in my heart,
Because a lifetime of love is what I can give to you,
A lifetime of love,
Is a gift from my heart to you,
A lifetime of love that belongs to only us,
And it's really something that we can always trust,
Coz my love's a real love that's deep, sincere and true,
Because I want to spend my whole lifetime of love with you.

A lifetime of love, a lifetime of truth and joy,
Is the only thing that our hearts can fully enjoy,
But it's really something that we can always rectify,
Because it's really a love that no one else can ever destroy,
Just a lifetime of love is all that I can offer you,
But I offer it sincerely to your heart,
Because I want to spend my whole lifetime of love with you.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

 

We Need Two Hearts Not One

Some dusty thorny regrets,
Live inside my heart,
That see an empty future,
Without your loving parts,
Cobwebs of pain,
Tangle up our fears,
Of what we need to face,
But hope is nowhere near,
What once was so close
Is now so far away,
But with our two hearts,
Love can ignite the sparks that remain,
Then we can build a loving lifeline,
To each other that won't sway,
Coz love with two hearts not one,
Is so much better that way.

Chorus
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To keep love alive inside our hearts,
And to restore the painful parts,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To sweep the cobwebs of pain aside,
And to make sure that our hearts survive,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To rectify our mistakes peacefully,
And to walk together in harmony,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To bridge divides from past hurts honestly,
And to heal our pain successfully.

Forgiveness can seem,
Such a hard place to reach,
Coz the painful words we once said,
Were so sharp and very steep,
So misery ties our hearts up,
In painful knots,
Coz those harsh words and actions,
Paid no heed or thought,
To the damage that would be felt,
Once said and done,
But with our two hearts,
Love can steer us through the painful parts,
Then we can hold on to our loving lifeline,
Without any shame,
Coz love is really better,
Without any blame.

Chorus
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To keep love alive inside our hearts,
And to restore the painful parts,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To sweep the cobwebs of pain aside,
And to make sure that our hearts survive,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To rectify our mistakes peacefully,
And to walk together in harmony,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To bridge divides from past hurts honestly,
And to heal our pain successfully.

Just emptiness now lives,
In the place of what we used to be,
And that cannot be filled,
By just my heart and me,
Forgiveness now sits still,
Just one step away,
But it can't be reached until,
Our two hearts agree,
Coz love requires more,
Than one heart to function properly,
But with our two hearts,
Love can heal the wrongs that we feel,
Then we can restore our loving lifeline,
And try to make it strong,
Coz love is really better,
When two hearts get along.

Final Chorus
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To keep love alive inside our hearts,
And to restore the painful parts,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To sweep the cobwebs of pain aside,
And to make sure that our hearts survive,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To rectify our mistakes peacefully,
And to walk together in harmony,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To bridge divides from past hurts honestly,
And to heal our pain successfully.

We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To release our painful past,
Coz forgiveness requires two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
We need two hearts not one,
To reignite our future,
Coz love can't live alone and needs two hearts not one.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

My Hopeful Heart

A treasured bliss from the past,
That didn't stay around for long enough or last,
Reflections of where we came from,
The places that we were when our love was so strong,
The words we said,
The jokes we shared,
When life was simple and we both still cared,
Somehow things went sour and we lost our way,
And so now my heart grieves every single day,
Yet the glimmer of hope that still lives in me,
Waits inside my hopeful heart,
For a change in our reality.

Chorus
My hopeful heart waits for you,
To give me the love deep inside of you,
My hopeful heart beats in hope,
That our lives can change with tomorrow's scope,
My heart still sees visions of love from past memories,
That remember what we used to be, feel and see,
But now my hopeful heart is lost in a maze of regrets,
Because we can't fix the past mistakes,
Full of tearful sad frets,
But my hopeful heart still waits for you,
Waits for you to accept,
That we can still try to make it through.

Some clouds came our way that made the skies so grey,
And our harsh angry words stood in our way,
So now our reflections fade away blurred by pain,
But that doesn't change what we can't explain,
The hurt that grew,
And lives in what we do,
Since life turned bitter, sour and blue,
But yet somehow we have to find a way,
To forgive the things that led our hearts astray,
So the glimmer of hope that I still hold on to,
Waits inside my hopeful heart,
For you to see what we must do.

Chorus
My hopeful heart waits for you,
To give me the love deep inside of you,
My hopeful heart beats in hope,
That our lives can change with tomorrow's scope,
My heart still sees visions of love from past memories,
That remember what we used to be, feel and see,
But now my hopeful heart is lost in a maze of regrets,
Because we can't fix the past mistakes,
Full of tearful sad frets,
But my hopeful heart still waits for you,
Waits for you to accept,
That we can still try to make it through.

Another dawn might bring the sunshine to our skies,
But to heal that pain we really have to start to try,
Some reflections of joy still live deep inside our hearts,
And so we can hold on to those and make a brand new start,
A smile can forgive,
What we don't live,
So we must rearrange what we once did,
Somehow we must give our hearts what we can trust,
And step back into love without mistrust,
So the glimmer of hope that still lives in my heart,
Waits inside my hopeful heart,
For our restoration to start.

Chorus
My hopeful heart waits for you,
To give me the love deep inside of you,
My hopeful heart beats in hope,
That our lives can change with tomorrow's scope,
My heart still sees visions of love from past memories,
That remember what we used to be, feel and see,
But now my hopeful heart is lost in a maze of regrets,
Because we can't fix the past mistakes,
Full of tearful sad frets,
But my hopeful heart still waits for you,
Waits for you to accept,
That we can still try to make it through.

But my hopeful heart can't live in that empty space,
With just remnants of our yesterdays that wait for your face,
And my hopeful heart can't restore what we once enjoyed,
Because harsh words litter the past that we lived,
And then destroyed,
So my hopeful heart can't restore what we once had,
Because some obstacles stand in our way that are truly sad,
And my heart alone can't bridge that deep painful divide,
But with your help maybe we can start to repair,
What we once destroyed.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

A Willing Heart

Gold and diamonds may glitter and shine,
And though I don't have much,
I can share what's mine,
And that's worth more to your heart,
Than all the riches in mines,
Because my willing heart,
Will give you more,
Than any gold you can ever find.

Chorus
A willing heart,
A willing heart is all that it takes,
To change the past and correct a few loveless mistakes,
Because a willing heart can mend those broken dreams,
And make your life into more than what it seems,
A willing heart is everything that you need,
To give you a life in which you can fully believe,
A willing heart can change the jagged hurts,
And reconcile hurtful actions and harsh words,
A willing heart, just a willing heart,
Is all that it takes to make a brand new start.

In life you may cross paths with heartbreak,
But I can give you something with no heartache,
Make no painful mistake,
A shoulder to lean on when things go wrong,
And an arm to help you up when you don't feel strong,
Because my willing heart,
Can nurse any painful wrongs,
When you feel ragged, defeated and torn.

Chorus
A willing heart,
A willing heart is all that it takes,
To change the past and correct a few loveless mistakes,
Because a willing heart can mend those broken dreams,
And make your life into more than what it seems,
A willing heart is everything that you need,
To give you a life in which you can fully believe,
A willing heart can change the jagged hurts,
And reconcile hurtful actions and harsh words,
A willing heart, just a willing heart,
Is all that it takes to make a brand new start.

Sometimes life can take us on a rocky ride,
So sometimes we may stand on opposite sides,
Of a huge divide,
But a willing heart can reconcile and bridge those gaps painlessly,
Provide comfort and resolution that loves truly,
Because a willing heart,
Can forgive what the eye cannot see,
And make any wrongs into a right fully.

Chorus
A willing heart,
A willing heart is all that it takes,
To change the past and correct a few loveless mistakes,
Because a willing heart can mend those broken dreams,
And make your life into more than what it seems,
A willing heart is everything that you need,
To give you a life in which you can fully believe,
A willing heart can change the jagged hurts,
And reconcile hurtful actions and harsh words,
A willing heart, just a willing heart,
Is all that it takes to make a brand new start.

A willing heart,
A willing heart is all that I can give to you,
But it won't falter and will always stay true,
A willing heart is all that I have to share,
But my heart's so sincere,
Because I really care,
My beating heart,
Is a willing heart,
And though life may have torn your world and heart apart,
I'm ready to build a bridge of love to reach you,
And to take your hand so that together,
We can make build a life and love that's true.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Just Another Hurdle of Love


Suddenly joy started to leave my life one day,

Because a bundle of trouble had come along my way,

A hurdle of life had come to visit me,

And a way through that blockage I couldn't see,

A remnant of happiness was still visible,

But oh so hard to reach,

Because the problems were like mountains,

And the hill of my self defeat,

Was so very steep,

So my eyes couldn't see anywhere to go,

Because that hurdle of love had dragged me down so very low.



Chorus

It was just another hurdle of love,

Just another hurdle to break my heart,

Just another hurdle of life,

That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,

It was just another hurdle of heartbreak,

Just another battle that I had to face,

And just another hurdle from my past mistakes,

That I couldn't overcome from that rocky place,

But my heart still tries to be hopeful,

As I reach deep inside of me,

That one day I'll win that race,

And leap over the hurdle of love that life has thrown in my face.



Soon it became apparent as I began to analyze,

That a sacrifice was required from deep inside,

Although I had been lost and buried by own self defeat,

And that hurdle had knocked me totally off my feet,

There was still a chance to give new life to shame and pain,

And so I tried hard to stand up again,

Though joy sat so far away and just outside my reach,

I still tried to reach it,

And to reject my own self defeat,

But my broken heart couldn't feel any hope anymore,

Because the pain from that hurdle of love I could not ignore.



Chorus

It was just another hurdle of love,

Just another hurdle to break my heart,

Just another hurdle of life,

That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,

It was just another hurdle of heartbreak,

Just another battle that I had to face,

And just another hurdle from my past mistakes,

That I couldn't overcome from that rocky place,

But my heart still tries to be hopeful,

As I reach deep inside of me,

That one day I'll win that race,

And leap over the hurdle of love that life has thrown in my face.



Finally somewhere deep inside of me,

I found a bit of strength to carry on,

And so I began to fight that battle for so very long,

Days and nights went by and I tried to stand so strong,

Until one day I became weary and lost the will to carry on,

But just as I was about to surrender to total defeat,

The hurdles in my life suddenly began to retreat,

And then my sacrifices grew into trophies,

That gave me fresh hope and new scope,

So my eyes began to see a new route that I could take,

To lift me above the hurdles of love and my past mistakes.



Chorus

It was just another hurdle of love,

Just another hurdle to break my heart,

Just another hurdle of life,

That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,

It was just another hurdle of heartbreak,

Just another battle that I had to face,

And just another hurdle from my past mistakes,

That I couldn't overcome from that rocky place,

But my heart still tries to be hopeful,

As I reach deep inside of me,

That one day I'll win that race,

And leap over the hurdle of love that life has thrown in my face.



For a moment I had thought that my heart would cease and stall,

But deep within me some courage had still lain to guide me through it all,

And when bravery began to steer me through the harshness of life,

I finally began to surrender to that sacrificial leap of strife,

Suddenly a new spark of hope was lit deep within me,

As courage threw me a lifeline of integrity,

And as I stepped into the future with honesty,

It was full of possibilities with dignity,

So my broken heart began to beat with a new lease of hope,

Because once more I could stand again and live a life full of hopeful scope.



Chorus

It was just another hurdle of love,

Just another hurdle to break my heart,

Just another hurdle of life,

That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,

It was just another hurdle of heartbreak,

Just another battle that I had to face,

And just another hurdle from my past mistakes,

That I couldn't overcome from that rocky place,

But my heart still tries to be hopeful,

As I reach deep inside of me,

That one day I'll win that race,

And leap over the hurdle of love that life has thrown in my face.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Nothing is Forever

Our hearts may be damaged and soiled by the dirty stains of pain,
That came from our broken yesterdays and the loves we could not sustain,
And though we may still carry scars from loves that were never meant for us,
In your heart I've finally found a love that I can trust,
In your eyes and mind I've found a heart that's really true,
And so though nothing is forever my heart wants to hold on to you.

Chorus
Nothing is forever and I can't promise you the world,
But in the middle of that nothing,
Our hearts can be reconciled,
Nothing is forever as we wander through the chaos of life's miles,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your hand for a while,
Nothing is forever and though there's no certainty,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can try to love your heart truly,
Nothing is forever no matter what we promise, do or say,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your heart and give you my today.

Rainy days and storms of pain may wreak havoc upon our lives,
But there is one hopeful wish that can eliminate any strife,
The comfort that we can find in our sincerity that loves,
Because that can restore our hearts from the times that are tough,
In your arms I've found some gifts of truth, warmth and acceptance,
And so though nothing is forever my heart wants to join yours in this romance. (life's dance)

Chorus
Nothing is forever and I can't promise you the world,
But in the middle of that nothing,
Our hearts can be reconciled,
Nothing is forever as we wander through the chaos of life's miles,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your hand for a while,
Nothing is forever and though there's no certainty,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can try to love your heart truly,
Nothing is forever no matter what we promise, do or say,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your heart and give you my today.

Chaos and confusion may surround us at every single turn,
And the right route to take is something that we may never learn,
But our hearts can steer us through the maze of life together for a while,
Because in your hands I found a comfort that always strengthens my smile, (that stretches out for so many miles)
In your heart I've found an ocean of love that is deeply true,
And so though nothing is forever my heart wants to belong to you.

Chorus
Nothing is forever and I can't promise you the world,
But in the middle of that nothing,
Our hearts can be reconciled,
Nothing is forever as we wander through the chaos of life's miles,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your hand for a while,
Nothing is forever and though there's no certainty,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can try to love your heart truly,
Nothing is forever no matter what we promise, do or say,
But in the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your heart and give you my today.

I can't guarantee forever, tomorrow or even just another day,
But I can give you my heart fully and truly love you today,
And no matter what does or doesn't happen that's one thing I can say,
Because my heart loves your heart in every imaginable way,
So though nothing is forever and there are no guarantees,
I'll give you my heart now and I promise to love your heart truly,
And though nothing is forever your heart shouldn't be alone,
Coz in the middle of that nothing our two hearts can find, make and build a happy home.


Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

 

 

 

 

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Crookology: Ain't Worth Jack
Comedy
Crookology: Ain't Worth Jack
The Story: Two bumbling crooks kidnap a female that they think is the grown-up child of a wealthy...
Fractured Horizons: A Forgotten World Series
Science Fiction
Fractured Horizons: A Forgotten World Series
Fractured Horizons (Due out on paperback in 2023) The Story: A specially enhanced, collective...
Death Restructured
Horror/Thriller
Death Restructured
The Story A scientist who has found a way to manipulate DNA formations and the subsequent results...
The Chauvinist
Dark Comedy
The Chauvinist
The Story A chauvinist male is challenged by his girlfriend and her friends when they decide to...
Quantities of Love/Qualities of Love
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Quantities of Love/Qualities of Love
The Story When a man creates a gadget that can measure love, he starts to experiment with his...
Backup
Sci-fi Romance
Backup
The Story A time travelling nomad arrives in the past who trades in memories, futures, information...
Crookology: Mastercrimes
Comedy
Crookology: Mastercrimes
The Story: The two bumbling crooks are back and since their last attempt to capitalize on crime...
Shadows of the Heart: A Forgotten World Series
Science Fiction
Shadows of the Heart: A Forgotten World Series
The Story In a futuristic fictional version of our world love, romance and romantic relationships...
D.E.F.E.C.T.
Horror/Thriller
D.E.F.E.C.T.
The Story: A scientist invents a radar, neural diagnostics analysis tool that can detect problems...
Love You to Death
Dark Comedy
Love You to Death
The Story A female scientist creates a chip implant that can monitor men's cheating habits, alert...
The Curves of Love/An Inaccurate Romance/Love Out of Sync/Love Beyond Measure
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
The Curves of Love/An Inaccurate Romance/Love...
THE STORY: A technology consultant creates a device to measure various aspects and the trajectory...
Romantic Retrievals
Sci-fi Romance
Romantic Retrievals
The Story A new memory retrieval service exists which allows people to visit key points and...
Unlicensed Adults 3 : Net Unworth
Comedy
Unlicensed Adults 3 : Net Unworth
The Story The immature but lovable duo are back and single again having been recently dumped but...
Romantic Roulette/Future of Love
Sci-fi Romance
Romantic Roulette/Future of Love
The Story A new dating matching and analysis service aims to predict the future romance you might...
Humantics Trilogy: Army of Minds/Army of Tomorrow
Science Fiction
Humantics Trilogy: Army of Minds/Army of Tomorrow
The Story A robotics company opens the door to mind transfers when it provides a means for human...
Perpetuity
Horror/Thriller
Perpetuity
The Story: An elaborate form of perpetual existence is discovered by two scientists that has the...
The Redundant Heart: Personal Satisfaction Not Guaranteed
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
The Redundant Heart: Personal Satisfaction Not...
The Story: A woman is diagnosed as being terminally ill and participates in a program to replace...
Love, Hope & Other Alternative Cures
Dark Comedy
Love, Hope & Other Alternative Cures
The Story A doctor survives a near death experience and when he returns to life, he discovers that...
System Life Support
Dark Comedy
System Life Support
The Story A crisis support system is developed to look after everyone's memories, life activities...
Inside Death
Horror/Thriller
Inside Death
The Story: Five hackers manage to find a way to hack into Death but as they begin to explore just...
The Test Your Lover App
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
The Test Your Lover App
The Story A new app is introduced that allows users to test their lovers in various ways but as...
Signs of Love
Romance/Drama
Signs of Love
The Story When a very popular singer suddenly loses her ability to speak, sing and hear, Larissa's...
The Human Terms of Time
Comedy
The Human Terms of Time
The Story A woman and a man that are strangers are suddenly thrown together by a strange time...
Data Exchange
Science Fiction
Data Exchange
The Story A scientist creates a means to transfer data from one human brain to the next, allowing...
Love Faces Death
Sci-fi Romance
Love Faces Death
The Story In a world where love has been outlawed as it is regarded as addictive and destructive,...
Data Retrieval
Sci-fi Romance
Data Retrieval
The Story A new virtual reality memory service called Memory Retrievals exists which allows people...
Love Drug
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Love Drug
The Story A doctor offers several of his patients the opportunity to participate in some...
Remote Control (Mind Controllers/Dual Mind Control Sequel)
Comedy
Remote Control (Mind Controllers/Dual Mind...
The Story Sequel to Mind Control/Mind Controllers/Dual Mind Control (This sequel was not published...
The Enticement (Humantics)
Science Fiction
The Enticement (Humantics)
The Story Four executives from large multi-national corporations are lured into a virtual online...
Monitors of Death/Protectors of Life: Exchanges With Death
Horror/Thriller
Monitors of Death/Protectors of Life: Exchanges...
The Story: Due to a woman's actual sighting of Death and a horrendous tragedy that was unlicensed...
Heart Protector
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Heart Protector
The Story Synopsis: Due to the emotional impact of relationships upon human hearts, minds and...
Unlicensed Adults
Comedy
Unlicensed Adults
The Story Due to a rise in crime and chaos, a new Adulthood license is devised to verify that...
Forever Trilogy: Forever In A Day
Sci-fi Romance
Forever Trilogy: Forever In A Day
The Story A new system is introduced that gives people that are terminally ill and their loved...
Death Within
Horror/Thriller
Death Within
The Story A psychiatrist is tasked with dealing with a client that believes he has been possessed...
The Love Predictor
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
The Love Predictor
The Story A technology consultant creates a device that can calculate the risks, probability of...
Mind Control/Dual Mind Control
Comedy
Mind Control/Dual Mind Control
The Story Three bitter rivals at work are subjected to a revolutionary team bonding exercise when...
Death Lives Within
Horror/Thriller
Death Lives Within
The Story: A retired hitman is involved in an accident and wakes up in hospital after a period of...
Forever Trilogy: Forever Minus One
Sci-fi Romance
Forever Trilogy: Forever Minus One
The Story Death no longer exists as human consciousness is placed inside robotic bodies instead of...
The Fake Sapient
Comedy
The Fake Sapient
The Story A new method and system of governance is introduced into the world where a human brain...
Memorized: Fragments of Forgotten
Sci-fi Romance
Memorized: Fragments of Forgotten
The Story Logline: A memory transplant advisor has to solve and resolve the puzzle of his client's...
Seven Pits of Hell
Horror/Thriller
Seven Pits of Hell
Summary: A paranormal investigator, a scientist, a historian and a female cop are thrown...
Abstract Further Details
Science Fiction
Abstract Further Details
The Story: Although the telepathic connection and communication between Abstract and her children...
N.E.U.T.
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
N.E.U.T.
The Story A gender neutral robot that has spent an entire existence inside a research facility is...
What Men Don't Know That Women Won't Say
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
What Men Don't Know That Women Won't Say
The Story Genre: Romantic Comedy
Forever Trilogy: Goodbye is not Forever
Sci-fi Romance
Forever Trilogy: Goodbye is not Forever
The Story Due to a terminal illness, a woman prepares for her final departure and agrees to...
My Friend, Your Friend
Comedy
My Friend, Your Friend
The Story Summary: A unique new friends app allows users to trade, purchase, sell their...
Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love
Romance/Drama
Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love
The Story: Project Overview Brief Summary: Some difficult obstacles of unforgiveness and hurdles...
The Day You Die: Torture
Horror/Thriller
The Day You Die: Torture
The Story An experimental juvenile detention facility is run by a psychologist that blends...
Substitutes: Abstract
Science Fiction
Substitutes: Abstract
The Story: Science crosses paths with technology as a medical breakthrough and paternal solutions...
Decisions, Decisions, Decisions (Confused: There's an App for That!)
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Decisions, Decisions, Decisions (Confused:...
The Story Faced with an overwhelming number of choices in life, due to the increasingly complex...
Operation Death
Horror/Thriller
Operation Death
The Story: A group of five paranormal investigators and hackers (who manage to hack into the code...
Unrighteous Citizens
Science Fiction
Unrighteous Citizens
The Story Crimera is a sentenced to the 'Righteous Citizens Program' a scheme where 'Righteous...
Try Before You Die
Horror/Thriller
Try Before You Die
The Story Ten students are mysteriously invited and lured to a research laboratory inside an old...
Artificial Reality/Artificial Reality 2
Science Fiction
Artificial Reality/Artificial Reality 2
The Story A woman is kidnapped for three decades and her mind interrogated to make billions of...
Value Added Lovers
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Value Added Lovers
The Story A group of participants enrol in a groundbreaking course run by a pioneering company...
The Republic of Futuria
Science Fiction
The Republic of Futuria
The Story The Republic of Futuria is a futuristic vacation island that exists in a fictionalized...
I.Q.
Horror/Thriller
I.Q.
The Story The government of a nation allows criminals on death row the choice of donating their...
Value Added Friends
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Value Added Friends
The Story A group of people enrol in a groundbreaking course run by a pioneering company called...
Memory Hack
Science Fiction
Memory Hack
The Story: A technology consultant discovers a way to hack into human brains and starts to hack...
My Match, Your Match
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
My Match, Your Match
The Story A unique new friends app allows users to trade, purchase, sell their romantic...
Death Invited
Horror/Thriller
Death Invited
The Story Death steps inside each of the bodies of group of young people that have summoned his...
Death is Just an App Away
Horror/Thriller
Death is Just an App Away
The Story A new app claims to allow you to choose when and how you will die as a special service...
Humantics Universe & Trilogy
Science Fiction
Humantics Universe & Trilogy
The Story Set in a futuristic world, robots can be made to order from a global technology and...
Personal Vacancy
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Personal Vacancy
The Story A technology company creates a device to help human beings find and make the social and...
Hunters
Science Fiction
Hunters
The Story A band of time traveling nomads are sent into the past and future to locate people of...
Hierarchy Of Horrors
Horror/Thriller
Hierarchy Of Horrors
The Story A personal life coach claims to have developed a neural, microchip app which claims to...
First Impressions
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
First Impressions
The Story: A woman attends a dating memory implant clinic called Love At First Sight Inc. that...
Data Protection
Science Fiction
Data Protection
The Story A scientist creates some small robotic flies that can carry data from one human brain to...
Love~A~Thon
Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com
Love~A~Thon
The Story Two single, female friends that are in the prime of their life are challenged to...
Corporation Death/Death Ordered
Horror/Thriller
Corporation Death/Death Ordered
The Story A company advertises its services to the terminally ill and to people who are suicidal...

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