Young Adult

Exported

Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com

Heart Protector

Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com

Personal Vacancy

Romantic Comedy/Sci-fi Rom Com

Quality Control

Science Fiction

Robin Crook

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A Heartbeat of Hope For Tomorrow Complete Soundtrack Track 1: When Hope Joins Sacrifice Full Song...
Adaptations Complete Soundtrack Track 1: Change Your Heart Full Song Pre-composition Track 2: Just...
Destiny Soundtrack Songs I (Want to) See My Destiny (Looking for my Destiny) On the Day that...
Love-A-Thon Soundtrack Songs Just Another Loop of Bad Deja Vu Pre-composition Chorus Maybe Next...
Memorized Soundtrack Songs (to be updated) Once Upon a Heartbeat Full Song Pre-composition How...
Next of Kin Soundtrack Songs We Need Two Hearts Not One A Willing Heart Nothing is Forever A...
Project Romance: A Shortlist of Passion/A Shortlist For Romance Soundtrack Songs On the Edge of...
Spectrum Complete Soundtrack (Pending Final Review) Track 1: Lifeline To Your Heart Full Song...
Unlicensed Adults Soundtrack Songs: Older But Not Wiser (Title Track) Bring the Chaos Just...
User Repair Soundtrack (this soundtrack is currently under review and due for completion by mid...

Trailers, Promos & Short Films by Writer/Director Jill Thrussell

Song Lyrics Written by Jill Thrussell

Soundtrack Song List 

 A Heartbeat of Hope For Tomorrow Complete Soundtrack

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Adaptations Complete Soundtrack

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Project Romance: A Shortlist of Passion/A Shortlist For Romance Soundtrack Songs

  • On the Edge of Love
  • When You Jumped into My Heart
  • Weakness of My Heart
  • A Destiny of Desire
  • When My Heart (Love) Fails
  • Losses of the Heart
  • A Personal Romance

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Next of Kin

  • We Need Two Hearts Not One
  • A Willing Heart
  • Nothing is Forever
  • A Lifetime of Love
  • Walk Across the Bridge in My Heart

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Memorized

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User Repair

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Spectrum Complete Soundtrack (Pending Final Review)

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Destiny

  • I (Want to) See My Destiny (Looking for my Destiny)
  • On the Day that Destiny Calls
  • Passion on Fire
  • Destined for Success
  • When Life Knocks You Down
  • On the Edge of My Destiny

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Mindplant

  • Someone Else's Life

Love Inc

  • A Shallow Kind of Love
  • Our Love Fits Our Hearts
  • A Love That Sparkles Like New
  • We Found A Forever Kind of Love

Downloadable

  • Perfectly Imperfect

Unlicensed Adults

  • Older But Not Wiser (Title Track)
  • Bring the Chaos
  • Just Stumbling Through Life
  • Perfect Failures Without Even Trying
  • Mating Calls (I'm Sending Out A Mating Call)
  • Tryna Tip the Scales of the Sexobalance
  • Jungle of Passion
  • I'm Just Tryna to Get Laid (Under Review)

Love-A-Thon

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Love Beyond Measure/An Accurate Romance

  • Love Beyond Measure
  • An Accurate Romance
  • A Deeper Kind Of Love
  • Your Love Don't Measure Up/Your Love Isn't The Same As Mine/Your Heart Doesn't Match Mine
  • When Your Heart Cries
  • Our Love is Just A One Sided History/Our One Sided History of Love/One Sided History of Love/Your One Sided History/Your One Sided Love

Worlds Apart

Shadowlands

Exported

  • Every Life Has A Price
  • Forbidden Love

Goodbye is Not Forever

Signs of Love

  • Can We Bring Back Yesterday
  • Signs of Love
  • Only Love Can Heal Our Hearts
  • The Hope That Lives In You
  • I Lost My Heart But I Found You (Lost My Heart But I Found You)
  • When the Future Breaks
  • Perfect Mistakes

Single & Ready to Mingle

  • Dip Down Low  Pre-composition Chorus 
  • Single & Ready To Mingle Theme Song
  • Speak Now Or Forever Be A Friend

Love Insights

  • Love is a Vision  Pre-composition Chorus
  • Route to Your Heart
  • Did You Feel My Pain/Did You Think I'd Do The Same 

Love You To Death

  • Love You To Death

Love Upgraded

  • Love In Disharmony
  • Love Out Of Sync
  • Not Enough Love
  • Your Absent Heart
  • Second Class Lover
  • A Lost Heart
  • The Heart That Waits/When Lonely Hearts Wait/Where Lonely Hearts Wait
  • A Love Unfound
  • Personal Vacancy
  • You Gatecrashed My Life
  • You Hijacked My Heart/A Hijacked Heart
  • Love Slipped Out Of Our Hearts Pre-composition Chorus
  • Our Love is Just a Shadow/So Much More to Say Pre-composition Chorus
  • Heartbreak Replaced Our Future
  • A Love That Has No Heart

Value Added Lovers

Life Investment Series Soundtrack

  • Life Upgraded
  • Live a Little Better
  • You Deserve More
  • When You Give Your Heart
  • A Chance to Change
  • Inside of You
  • When the Future Breaks
  • Change Lies in You
  • When Life Defeats You
  • Refresh Your Mind
  • Right Moment, Wrong Choice
  • When Our Dreams Fall Apart
  • Save a Little Love For You (Give a Little Love to  You)
  • Just A Drop of Love
  • Neither Here Nor There But Somewhere
  • A Hopeful Wish
  • The Future Awaits Us/Horizon of Our Dreams
  • Terms of Time/Time 
  • Time Lives in Our Hearts
  • There's a Smile Inside Your Heart
  • A Stormy Rain Can't Love You
  • Put On Your Smile
  • Just Another The Hurdle of My Hopeful Heart

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Other Complete Songs: The Glitches Series

When Life Defeats You (Adaptations)

A shadow of misery can fall across your life and block your path,
And pain can become an obstruction that then taints your heart,
Because life doesn't always promise that your dreams will come true,
And every day is not filled with joy no matter what you do,
So when a shadow of pain is painted upon your heart,
And despair resides in your life and tries to destroy every part,
When life defeats you and pulls you down to the ground,
You can look for me through the shadows because I'll always be around.

Chorus
When life defeats you and your crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial because (coz) I'll always be there,
I'll give you my hand to help you up when you fall down,
And I'll give you a smile to replace your sad, tearful frown,
When life defeats you and you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back and carry you when things get tough, (you through the rough)
Coz life isn't always pretty and we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

No one has all the answers to the mysteries of life,
And no one has all the solutions to every inch of strife,
Sometimes spears of pain can hit your heart every single day,
And an escape route is something that may never come your way,
But there is one certain thing upon which you can always rely,
I'll always support you through every painful cry,
When life defeats you and crushes you into the ground,
You can look for me through the shadows because nearby my help can be found.

Chorus
When life defeats you and your crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial because (coz) I'll always be there,
I'll give you my hand to help you up when you fall down,
And I'll give you a smile to replace your sad, tearful frown,
When life defeats you and you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back and carry you when things get tough, (you through the rough)
Coz life isn't always pretty and we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Sometimes your heart may falter so it's hard to carry on,
Because life can be tricky and you may steer into wrong,
Painful trials may bury you under a mountain of despair,
Because life can challenge you in ways that may seem unfair,
But always remember there's one thing upon which you can depend,
I'll give you a crutch of friendship to stand again and remain your friend,
When life defeats you and you crash into a wall of pain,
Just look for me through the shadows and I'll shelter you from the rain.

Chorus
When life defeats you and your crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial because (coz) I'll always be there,
I'll give you my hand to help you up when you fall down,
And I'll give you a smile to replace your sad, tearful frown,
When life defeats you and you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back and carry you when things get tough, (you through the rough)
Coz life isn't always pretty and we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Some jagged rocks of destruction may try to sink your boat of life,
And no lifeboat may come to save you or rescue you from strife,
A wave of despair can swallow you as you sail through the storms,
And life can be filled with treachery and many prickly thorns,
Life can visit you and take from you what it wants to take,
And sometimes there's no shelter of comfort from the painful heartbreak,
But when life defeats you and your surrounded by walls of mistrust,
Just look for me through the shadows and I'll help you restore what your heart lost.

Chorus
When life defeats you and your crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial because (coz) I'll always be there,
I'll give you my hand to help you up when you fall down,
And I'll give you a smile to replace your sad, tearful frown,
When life defeats you and you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back and carry you when things get tough, (you through the rough)
Coz life isn't always pretty and we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Did She/My Heart Still Burns (User Repair) (Genre: R'n'B) (Duration est 4.30)

Full Song

Extended Chorus/First Verse
Did she, did she, did she,
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was it all you hoped it'd be,
Or did you shatter (break) my heart for something casually,
Did she make you reach the mountain peaks of ecstasy,
Was it everything you'd ever wished for,
Or just a reflection of what you are to me,
Did she let you go at the end of the night,
Was it a hit and run or love at first sight,
Did she love you right or did she love you wrong, (and was the passion strong)
Coz my heart still burns over how you did me wrong. (so wrong)

Did you, did you, did you,
Did you think about my heart,
Was I the last thing on your mind,
Or did you just ignore the love you say lives deep inside,
Did you think I wouldn't know, (if you didn't say)
Was I just toy you play,
Or was I just too dumb to see your sly that way,
Did you plan to leave my side (forever) and to never return,
Was it worth the sparks of passion or just a bit of fun,
Did you think it was for show or something you had to hide,
Coz my heart still burns that you cast our love aside.

Chorus
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was it all you hoped it'd be,
Or did you shatter (break) my heart for something casually,
Did she make you reach the mountain peaks of ecstasy,
Was it everything you'd ever wished for,
Or just a reflection of what you are to me.

Maybe, maybe, maybe,
Maybe my heart deserves more,
Than just your ragged ends,
Coz I don't love your cheating and your excuses ain't my friend,
Maybe I'll find someone else to love and hold onto,
That'll bring my heart some joy,
Coz I am so tired of the ugliness of you,
Maybe you'll find another love that loves your cheating ways,
And she'll play with your heart every single day,
Maybe I'll find someone else that has nothing to hide,
Coz my heart still burns over your unromantic ride. (cheating backside)

Chorus
Did she give you all you wanted,
Was it all you hoped it'd be,
Or did you shatter (break) my heart for something casually,
Did she make you reach the mountain peaks of ecstasy,
Was it everything you'd ever wished for,
Or just a reflection of what you are to me.

Did she, did she, did she,
Did she promise you tomorrow,
Was it the time of your life,
Coz I'm on my way to someone else now and they'll treat me nice,
Did you enjoy the nights of passion or feel guilty about me,
Was it worth my heart and the lies, (our love)
Coz I ain't coming back to your fake love in disguise,
Did she say that she loved you and that she'd always be yours,
Was that love everything we could never be anymore,
Did she know about me or did I exist no more,
Coz my heart still burns and your lies can't live inside me no more.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

The Heart That Gives (A Heartbeat of Hope For Tomorrow)

Full Song

The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
And though pain may come and knock upon your door,
Until your heart can't take no more,
Just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat,
The heart that gives,
Is a heart that lives,
So when hurdles stand and block your way,
And painful tears fall every day,
Just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart wasn't made to fall,
But made to beat and rise above it all,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.

Chorus
The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
So no matter what life throws your way,
Just stand up tall through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat,
So just stand up tall through it all,
Coz you're heart wasn't made to capsize,
But made to love and to survive,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.

The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
And though the storms of life may come your way,
And crush your heart every single day,
Just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat.
The heart that gives,
Is a heart that lives,
So when thorns of pain dig into your life,
And cut through heart just like a knife,
Just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart wasn't made to fail,
But made to beat and made to prevail,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.

Chorus
The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
So no matter what life throws your way,
Just stand up tall through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat,
So just stand up tall through it all,
Coz you're heart wasn't made to capsize,
But made to love and to survive,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.

The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
And though the past may hurt and cause you pain,
The future really can't take the blame,
So just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat.
The heart that gives,
Is a heart that lives,
So when shadows of pain taunt and haunt your days,
And misery attacks in every way,
Just stand up tall,
Through it all,
Because your heart wasn't made to crack,
But made to beat and survive attacks,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.

Chorus
The heart that gives is a heart that lives,
So no matter what life throws your way,
Just stand up tall through it all,
Because your heart still beats,
So you're not in defeat,
So just stand up tall through it all,
Coz you're heart wasn't made to capsize,
But made to love and to survive,
Because the heart that gives is a heart that lives.
 
Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved
 
 
I Can't Give My Pain Away/Face of Pain (Memorized)

Full Song

(Intro)
I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt.

You stepped into my life and promised me romance,
Yet all you brought with you was a painful circumstance,
Your promises of love (and devotion) were never really true,
And forever was just fiction and lies through and through,
The smile you offered me was just a facade,
Along with your web of lies that made my heart truly sad.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt, 
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
And I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lies inside of me and never lifts me up,
I can't give my pain away coz no one wants to hurt,
And there's no love to heal my wounds even though they hurt so much.

You tied a knot of lies tightly round my heart,
And kept your chains of false love around me from the very start,
Every night I slept upon a bed of broken, shattered dreams,
Because you gave me nothing but heartbreak it seems,
Every day I hoped that your love would turn out to be true,
But every night I realized truth is not something you do.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
And I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lies inside of me and never lifts me up,
I can't give my pain away coz no one wants to hurt,
And there's no love to heal my wounds even though they hurt so much.

Every lie you told (me) was like an arrow of pain,
Until one day I realized that you'd always be the same.
Your arrows of pain had shattered every part of my heart,
And that is when I realized that we really had to part,
The ground of false love that you had bound me to,
Held no romantic future and was made from just the dirt of you.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
And I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lies inside of me and never lifts me up,
I can't give my pain away coz no one wants to hurt,
And there's no love to heal my wounds even though they hurt so much.

Once I had picked up all the pieces of my broken heart,
The arrows of pain still remained because your hurt didn't part,
Though you've left my life and will no longer be around,
The ugly pain inside of me still ties to me the ground,
Your betrayal I still feel like a deep scar upon my heart,
And so part of me can't forget how you tore my heart and life apart.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
And I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lies inside of me and never lifts me up,
I can't give my pain away coz no one wants to hurt,
And there's no love to heal my wounds even though they hurt so much.

Outro
I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Let Love Guide Your Heart (A Heartbeat of Hope For Tomorrow)

Chorus
Let love guide your heart and you'll never be alone,
Because love can mend broken parts when your life's been torn
Let love guide your heart and you'll never be weak,
Because love can give you enough strength to keep you on your feet, (all the joy that you may seek)
Let love guide your heart and you'll never be lost,
Because love is a map to find those that your heart can trust,
Let love guide your heart and you'll never buckle from the rain,
Because real love can build (builds) bridges that only truth can sustain.
 
Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

When Hope Joins (Meets) Sacrifice (A Heartbeat of Hope For Tomorrow)

Chorus
When Hope joins (meets) Sacrifice your day will shine like the Sun,
Coz when they walk together hand in hand,
Your life has truly just begun,
When Hope joins (meets) Sacrifice and they give you all that they can give,
Mountains can be moved from your path and your heart can truly live,
A glimmer of Hope can comfort a downtrodden, broken heart,
But a spark of Sacrifice must be ignited so reality can play its part,
Nothing in our lives can be changed through only Hope alone,
But when Hope joins (meets) her companion Sacrifice,
They can guide our hearts safely home.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

Lost Between The Sheets of You & Me/Lost Between The Sheets (Spectrum/Genre: Country or R'n'B)

Chorus
I'm lost between the sheets of me and you,
Wondering which part of us is really true,
I'm lost between the sheets of right and wrong,
Tryna to hold onto your heart but I'm not strong,
I'm lost between the sheets of might and maybe,
With a question on my lips about what I can truly see,
I'm lost between the sheets of you and me,
And the sands of love are running out,
Coz our love ain't what it used to be.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

Just Another Loop of Bad Deja Vu/Just Another Loop of Painful Deja Vu (Love-A-Thon)

Chorus
You're just another loop of bad deja vu,
And a reminder of the things that I should never do,
The loop keeps replaying inside my mind,
To remind me of romantic offers that may be more kind,
The deja vu you invoke really isn't pleasant or fine,
And it takes me back to so many painful, hurtful past times,
All I see in your face is just a past broken heart, (past hurt)
And another loop of painful deja vu that I don't wanna start. (that has no heart.)

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Love Out of Sync (Love Upgraded)

Chorus
Our love is out of sync,
Tangled up in a knot of untrue,
And I just can't unwind the false strings of you,
Our love is out of sync,
And our hearts don't sing the same song,
Coz your heart sings only a hurtful song of wrong,
Our love is out of sync,
Coz your twisted lies are wrapped around my heart,
And I can't synchronize our history of painful parts.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Maybe Next Time (Love-A-Thon)

Chorus
Next time, next time, maybe,
Maybe next time we'll have a good year,
Coz the tide of love comes and go without any fear,
Maybe next time we'll stand up for us,
And forget about things that we can't trust,
Maybe next time our hearts will stay true,
Coz we'll start to change some of the things that we do,
Maybe next time we'll stand tall through it all,
And life will forgive the romance that we tried to spoil,
Maybe next time our love will stay near,
And maybe next Christmas we'll make it to the new year.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

 

Kiss My Doubts Away (Spectrum/Genre:Pop or R'n'B or Country)

Chorus
You kiss my doubts away,
Coz I see all that you do,
You kiss my doubts away,
Coz your love is so true,
You kiss my doubts away,
Coz you kissed my heart,
And so now our love is our brand new start.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Life Should Give Your Heart/Smile in Disguise/I Hope Life Gives Your Heart/Life Should Give Your Heart Everything (User Repair)

Chorus
Life should give your heart more than just tears in your eyes,
Life should give your heart more than hurt and painful lies,
Life should give your heart more than sad and lonely goodbyes,
Because your heart deserves more from life than just a smile in disguise,
Life should give your heart everything that you want and need,
Life should give your heart everything that you seek and believe,
Life should give your heart everything that you can achieve,
Because your heart deserves to be loved by life without any pain or grief.

Final Chorus
I hope (I'm hoping) life gives your heart more than just tears in your eyes,
I hope (I'm wishing) life gives your heart more than hurt and painful lies,
I hope (I'm hoping) life gives your heart more than sad and lonely goodbyes,
Because your heart deserves more from life than just a smile in disguise,
Life should give your heart everything that you want and need,
Life should give your heart everything that you seek and believe,
Life should give your heart everything that you can achieve,
Because your heart deserves to be loved by life without any pain or grief.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

  

Did You Feel My Pain/Did You Think I'd Do The Same (Spectrum)

Chorus
How did you feel,
When you betrayed our tomorrow,
Did you feel my pain,
What did you think,
When you cast out love into the fire,
Did you remember my name,
Was it so cold,
When you killed my heart arrows of betrayal,
Did you think I'd do the same,
Where did you go,
When you stepped out of our love,
Did you feel my hurt,
Our was our love just something that you (and convenience/conveniently) forgot.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Love Slipped Out of Our Hearts (Love Upgraded)

(Chorus)
Love slipped out of our hearts,
When the storms of life tore us apart,
And fell into the sinking sands of pain,
With no rescue from the misery and rain,
Love slipped out of our hands,
And there were no final demands,
To hold our hearts captive, honest and true,
And to keep us loving each other through and through,
When life turned its back upon our hearts,
We gave up, surrendered and lost every part,
And so love slipped quickly out of our hearts,
So now, we can no longer rescue our sunken parts.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

Heartbreak Replaced Our Future (Love Upgraded)

(Chorus)
Somewhere along the way our love took a wrong turn,
And so now our heartbreak is all that lives in every harsh/ugly spurn,
It won't fit inside a suitcase, so it can't be packed away,
And somehow heartbreak replaced our future because we fight every day,
Somewhere along the way silence became our only true friend,
Because our words became too mean and could no longer make amends,
Our hearts can't speak to each other kindly anymore,
And somewhere along the way our future was no more.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Professional Heartbreaker (Value Added Lovers)

(Chorus)
You're a professional heartbreaker and pain is your tool,
Coz you trample on my heart and your words are so cruel,
You're an expert in heartbreak and that is your trade,
Coz when I gave you love, pain was all you gave,
You're a professional heartbreaker and that I have to see,
Coz there's no river of passion in our bed just a ditch of misery,
So now I must release you back into the wild,
Coz my heart is your casualty and our love can't be reconciled.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

Horizon of Our Dreams/The Future Awaits Us (Life Investment Series Project: Decisions, Decisions, Decisions: Confused! Theres An App For That.)

(Chorus)
The future awaits us on the horizon of our dreams,
Though we can't always see it or find a map it seems,
But if you try to embrace all the hope that lives in you,
You can step into the future with a joy that is true,
Our dreams await us behind the clouds up in the skies,
And if you reach out and touch them each one can be realized,
The horizon of our dreams awaits us every single day,
So as you walk towards them look out for any hazards on your way.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

Speak Now Or Forever be a Friend (Speak Now Original Song 2008/09) (Single & Ready to Mingle)

(Chorus)
I can't speak, I can't hear, I can't talk and I can't feel,
Baby speak now, or forever be a friend,
Coz my heart can't live in maybe for another night,
And an answer from you can make my heart feel right,
Can't exist in a land forever of unrealized fantasies,
So we need to raise our love up from an impossibility,
Baby speak now, or forever be a friend,
Coz though the truth may be better not to know,
And rejection from you would only kill my soul,
I have to see this through right until the end,
So baby speak now, or forever be a friend.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

I'm Just a Teardrop Away From Heartbreak (Adaptations)

(Chorus)
I'm just a teardrop away from heartbreak,
Because of the lying things you do,
Our romance is unromantic and your heart isn't true,
Teardrops are my only friend now,
And I can't carry the hurt and pain,
Coz I'm just a teardrop away from heartbreak,
And every day your (lying tongue is) heartbreak's just the same.

(Alternative Chorus)
I'm just a teardrop away from heartbreak,
And it's all because of you,
I'm just a teardrop away from heartbreak,
Because of the lying things you do,
I'm just a teardrop away from heartbreak,
And I can't carry the pain,
Coz every day your heartbreak's just the same.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

  

Our Love is Just a Shadow/So Much More to Say (Love Upgraded)

(Chorus)
There's so much more to say
But the moon's turned to ice,
And our love is just a shadow,
And the words don't come out the right way,
I got so much more to say,
But your leaving tomorrow,
And our shadow has faded,
And my heart can't say the words to make you stay.

Our love is just a shadow of what we used to be,
Coz time has not forgiven what we could not see,
Hearts worn out from all the heartbreak, tears, stress and pain,
Nothing could change us and our shattered love remains the same,
A million pieces of a broken heart cannot make a whole,
And our love cannot be repaired because we lost sight of our goal,
One day you might look back and think of me again,
But our love has faded because of the painful rain.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Just Another Hurdle of My Hopeful Heart

When joy started to leave my life suddenly one day,
And a bundle of trouble decided to come my way,
I realized that hurdle of life had come to visit me,
And a way through that blockage I couldn't see,
A remnant of happiness was visible but oh so hard to reach,
Because I was so lost and buried in my own self defeat,
That hurdle of my hopeful heart had pulled me down so low,
And so I began to falter because I could see nowhere to go.

Chorus
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,
It wasn't a sign of total defeat,
But joy sat so far away and way outside my reach,
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That blocked my way to a brand new start,
Life was just another battle that I now had to face,
And a sacrifice was needed to restore my life to a joyful place.

A bit of strength was left inside me and so I began to fight,
And I fought and fought that battle both day and night,
A remnant of happiness was visible but a huge leap away,
And a sacrifice was required to change the state of play,
A new height of joy sat just outside my reach,
But the hurdle had to be leapt over first before I could succeed,
That hurdle of my hopeful heart was very hard to overcome,
And so I began to lose hope because so weary I'd become.

Chorus
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,
It wasn't a sign of total defeat,
But joy sat so far away and way outside my reach,
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That blocked my way to a brand new start,
Life was just another battle that I now had to face,
And a sacrifice was needed to restore my life to a joyful place.

Many days and nights passed with painful tears and strain,
And I fought that battle many times as my life I tried to regain,
But just as I thought my heart was going to fail, cease and stall,
Suddenly I found some more hope and courage to guide me through it all,
Bravery finally took my hand to steer me through the harshness of life,
And as a new hope embraced my heart I accepted I had to make a sacrifice,
That hurdle of my hopeful heart required a sacrifice so deep,
But I finally began to surrender and make that sacrificial leap.

Chorus
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That leapt into my world to frustrate every part,
It wasn't a sign of total defeat,
But joy sat so far away and way outside my reach,
It was just another hurdle of my hopeful heart,
That blocked my way to a brand new start,
Life was just another battle that I now had to face,
And a sacrifice was needed to restore my life to a joyful place.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

Stranger In My Heart/Tourist In My Heart (Spectrum)

(Chorus)

There's a stranger (tourist) in my heart,
An affair that would tear our love apart,
He ain't going to stay around for long,
And by the morning he'll be gone,
Our love slipped out of our hands,
A stranger (tourist) stepped in and took command,
Something we lost along the way,
Made my heart start to stray,
And so now there's a stranger (tourist) in my heart,

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Our Love Is On Diversion (Spectrum)

(Chorus)

Our love's on diversion and though it feels so wrong,
Coz you gave me everything and your heart still holds on,
Your heart was always true and your love was never late,
And the route to your heart was always open and very straight,
But somehow my heart strayed and our love was delayed,
And so our love's an another route as a diversion I did take,
The truth will destroy the love that we share,
But I can't stop the detour that's taking me nowhere,
I can't stop the betrayal that'll kill your heart,
Coz our love's on a diversion that'll tear our lives apart.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

My Love Was Not Returned (Adaptations)

(Chorus)
Gave you all the love that I could,
But you traded our love in as it suited your mood,
Every night my heart tossed and turned,
But my love was not returned,
No words can make your wrongs into a right,
No matter how hard for our love I did fight,
A lost love that lives in the lost and found,
Coz my love was not returned,
A weary heart can't win a war,
And I fought for you until I could fight no more,
I can't change your heartless ways, (bitter bite/every bitter night)
Or replace your lips that betray me every day,
So now I let you go your way,
But the bitter memories that pierce my heart will always stay,
I'm the owner of a lost heart that was never found,
Because my love was not returned.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

When Our Two Hearts Collide (Adaptations)

(Chorus)
Love is what can happen when our two hearts collide,
And romance is the journey that takes us on its ride,
Our sparks of passion can carry us when our hearts are weak,
And the arms of love can give us every joy that we seek,
So let me give you all the love that my heart has in store,
Coz when our two hearts collide, your heart will never be ignored.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Just Another (Lonely) Regret (I Don't Want to be Just Another Regret)/Just Someone's Regret (Adaptations)

(Chorus)
I don't want to be just another regret, (another lonely regret/someone's)
Just someone you didn't love that you met,
A memory you never bother to remember or share,
Coz our shared moments went nowhere,
I don't want to be just another regret, (another lonely regret/someone's)
A forgotten person that never lives inside your mind,
Sitting on a dusty shelf inside your thoughts,
I don't want to be (just) a love you didn't want that you left behind,

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

  

Goodbye Is Not Forever (Goodbye is Not Forever)

(Chorus)
Goodbye is not forever and we won't be apart for long,
Because love is our companion that shelters us from storms, (that makes our weaknesses strong)
When life starts to leave us and we can breathe no more,
I promise that we'll meet again when you step through heaven's door,
Our goodbye is not forever as our hearts can't be ignored,
So keep our love alive inside of you as I am always yours.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

A Sacrifice Can't Be Returned/My Sacrifices Can't Be Returned/You Can't Fix My Broken Heart (User Repair)

(Chorus)

My sacrifices can't be returned,
Because our love crashed and burned,
Coz you're just a painful lesson that I learned,
And you can't fix my broken heart,
Coz the losses in love from you form every part,
Every sacrifice I made for you,
Was just another miserable heartbreak through and through,
So now my sacrifices can't be returned,
Because love is a gift that you can't give.


(Alternative Chorus)
Broken hearts and broken dreams,
Ripped apart at the seams,
Gave you all that I could give,
But you wouldn't let our love live,
My sacrifices built our love each day,
But you took my love and gave it away,
Our love can never be restored,
As my heart you always truly ignored,
And now my sacrifices can't be returned.

(Alternative Chorus)
A sacrifice can't be returned,
When love is crushed and burned,
Coz you took all the love I had,
And gave all my sacrifices away,
A sacrifice can't be returned,
And mine no longer breath and live,
As they died with your betrayals,
Because love is a gift you cannot give.

(Alternative Chorus)
All the sacrifices I made for you can never be returned,
And our love no longer lives as by your betrayal it was burned,
My sacrifices built our love every single day,
But you took all the love I had and gave it all away,
My sacrifices cannot be returned as they no longer live,
They died with each betrayal as love is a gift you cannot give.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Arms Of Friendship (Shadowlands) This song has been written for a project for six to twelve year olds and so is age appropriate

(Chorus)
The arms of friendship can warm us,
When the world is cold and harsh,
The arms of friendship can hold us,
When our life capsizes and joy is sparse,
The arms of friendship can guide us,
When we have lost our way,
The arms of friendship can shelter us,
When painful storms destroy our day,
So give me your hand and your friend I'll be,
And life will be much brighter that you'll soon see.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

  

Worlds Apart Main Song (Worlds Apart)

(Chorus)
Even though we are now worlds apart,
Our hearts can be a bridge that we can cross,
Because love's fire lives inside our hearts,
And its flame burns so true it can never be lost,
Until we are back together again,
True love can keep and unite our hearts,
Coz love doesn't run away and remains unchanged,
Even though we may be worlds apart.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Wrap My Love Around Your Heart/Wrap You Up In My Love (Spectrum)

(Chorus)
If you let me wrap my love around your heart,
I'll give you everything that your heart seeks,
My arms will warm you when you are cold,
My shoulders carry your pain when you are weak,
If you let me wrap my love around your heart,
My legs will be your strength when you can't go on,
My heart will nurse your tears and help you sleep,
When the nights are cold, harsh and so bleak,
Today can be our joy and love our daily wake up call,
If you let me wrap my love around your heart.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Trophy Of Pain (Memorized)

(Chorus)
You were just a trophy of pain,
A shadow from the past that stands at my back, (lurks in the dark)
A whirlwind of hurt that launched an attack,
Your jungle of betrayal tore my life apart,
And each painful wound is engraved into my heart,
But the future awaits me on the horizon of my dreams,
Coz you were a hurtful risk that gave no love returns it seems,
You were a dangerous lesson that taught me only regret and hate,
And for our love there is no beautiful ending or happy fate,
But as I embrace the future and make a new start,
My trophy of pain reminds me what you did to my heart.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

My Heart Can't Beat In Time (User Repair)  (Betrayal of My Heart/Heart of Disappointment/Disappointed Heart

(Chorus)
My broken heart that can't beat in time is all I have left,
Coz you tried to crush it and trample it to death,
Made from the debris of heartbreak that can't carry on,
With remnants of a love shattered by your unfaithful storms,
My heart can't beat in time now coz it's full of pain,
Coz our story of hurt is just an ugly past of heartbreak and rain,
You can't fix my broken heart coz only pain comes from you,
And there are no arms to keep me warm coz you couldn't be true.

(Alternative Chorus)
A disappointed heart is all I have left,
That can't beat in time coz you tried to crush it to death,
Remnants of a heart shattered by your storm,
Made from the debris of heartbreak that can't carry on,
Filled with pain and misery coz you weren't true,
Our story of hurt fills my heart through and through. 

(Alternative Chorus)
All I have left now is a disappointed heart,
That can’t beat in time coz my life’s been torn apart,
There’s no shoulder to cry on and no arms to keep me warm,
Just the remnants of a heart that truly loved that’s shattered and torn,
All I really have now is a disappointed heart,
And the debris from your (destructive) heartbreak forms every part,
Love was all I had when I gave my heart to you,
But you filled my heart with pain coz you can’t be true.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

When You Unwrap My Heart (Gift of Love/Unwrap My Heart Retitled) (Spectrum) 

(Chorus)
When you unwrap my heart and accept the gift of love I have for you,
You'll allow your heart to be filled with my love so very true,
I'll fill your days with joy and shelter you from hurt,
Coz my heart was made for loving you before we'd even met,
When you unwrap my heart you'll have a gift of love you should accept,
Coz my love for you is first class and not one you should reject,
I'll deliver my package of love to your heart every single day,
And wrap your life in happiness in every imaginable way,
I promise to be faithful and I promise to be true,
Coz spending my life wrapped up in our love is what I really want to do.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Two Not Three (Spectrum)

A perfect love of two not three,
Is how our love is supposed to be,
But you strayed and you betrayed,
And attacked my heart with lies every day,
Even though I try to be strong,
You drowned our love in a sea of wrong.
And with the pain and hurt I cannot survive,
Coz forgiveness died and can't be revived.

(Chorus)
Two not three was our heart,
And every day you tore our love apart,
Your wrongs cannot keep me warm,
So the two of us can no longer get along,
Two not three was the perfect number for us,
But you killed my heart when you betrayed my trust,
Forgiveness was buried by you and now no longer lives,
Coz you went wrong so many times now, I just can't forgive.

(Alternative Chorus)
Two not three is how we were meant to be,
And you tear my heart apart each time you betray me,
Two not three is the perfect number for us,
And you kill my heart when you betray my trust,
Two not three is the way we should live,
But you went wrong so many times now, I just can't forgive.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Allies In Love (Spectrum)

(Chorus)
When the battle of life calls I'll stand (be) by your side,
I'll be your ally in love as we take trust in our stride,
Our love can fight the battle and give us a sweet victory,
If trust in our hearts and love each other truly,
Moments our hearts share are like diamonds that we keep,
Coz our alliance of love is not one that will make us weep, (is cheap)
I'm your ally in love and though life can be so tough,
Our love can shield us from the storms that are rough.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Alone Together/Alone Together With You (User Repair)

(Chorus)
I want to be alone together with you,
I want to give you my everything,
My heart, my hands and my love I’d bring,
Just to spend a moment alone together with you,
Coz our love I really want to explore,
Light a flame of passion that our hearts can’t ignore,
I just want to be alone together with you,
With true love as our companion and our guide,
From my gifts of love and devotion you shouldn’t hide,
But my heart will only beat in time,
If I’m alone together with you.

(Alternative Chorus)
If we could find a way to be alone together,
I'd give you my heart, my hand and my love,
Life would change coz we'd find heaven,
With love as our companion coz you I truly adore, (coz from you I need more/coz our love I want to explore)
If we could find a way to be alone together,
I'd light a flame of passion and set our hearts on fire,
My gift of love is filled with nothing but devotion,
But my heart will only beat in time, if I'm alone together with you.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Every Day You Break My Heart (Memorized)

(Chorus)
Every day you break my heart and I can't stand the pain,
Coz your wounds (cuts) of hurt are always really just the same,
The rain of heartbreak hurts when it beats down on my head,
And we don't have a future just an ugly past instead,
Our present's crashed into the ground coz love abandoned us so fast,
You defeat love every day coz you don't have a heart that lasts,
Every day you break my heart and to stay don't make no sense,
So now I'll pack my bags and go our love ain't worth a cent (two cents).

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Stranger I Knew (Memorized)

(Chorus)
You were a stranger I knew,
A mirage of a face that I couldn’t quite see,
And a reflection that was never fully apparent to me,
But you were like a stranger I knew,
When you stepped out from the shadows of yesterday,
And jumped into my heart straight away,
So now you are more than a stranger I knew,
Coz our love lives inside every heartbeat we share,
And our hearts are engraved with a love that's rare,
Now I can truly see we fit together so naturally,
And you're no longer a stranger to my heart or me.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

Our Love Is Broken/Love is Broken (Memorized)

Every day the same ugly fights and bitter lies,
But the truth you can no longer try to disguise,
Our love isn't going to ever really be restored,
Coz my heart lies in pieces scattered across the floor,
You ripped and tore our love apart at the seams,
And now there's nothing but pain, hurt and broken dreams,
Our hearts can't be changed and can't be transformed,
Coz our love is nothing but a branch of prickly thorns.

(Chorus)
Every part of us is broken and our love is on trial,
And our hearts are a judge that can't see us through,
Our love is so broken that we don't laugh or smile,
Pain is all we have now and fights is all we do,
Every part of us is broken and no matter what I want,
I really cannot save us and I can't save any part of you,
Our love is really broken no matter what we say,
We can't have a new beginning as pain blocks our way,
Every part of us is broken and our love dies more each day,
As our hurt (lies in) is a grave of heartache that we can't give away.

Sweet tender kisses are no longer ours no matter how we try,
Coz they left without a warning and with no goodbyes,
Now all we're surrounded by is heartbreak and rain,
Because all our smiles slipped down a painful drain,
Misery stepped in now and all we do is fight,
And there's no more making love into the darkness of night,
Sometimes I search inside your eyes for a spark of hope,
But I know our love has capsized and that our hearts can't float.

No lifeline can be given to save our broken hearts,
As every part of our love is shattered and cracked,
A million pieces of disappointment sit at our door,
As we accept the heartbreak of a failed love explored,
Our hearts can no longer heal and no cure can we find,
Coz memories of our painful moments just taunt our minds,
Hurt buried our love in tomb of heartbroken defeat,
And the thorns of pain prick us whenever we meet.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Fill My Heart with Love/Love You Every Day/Love You In Every Single Way

Coming Soon

You Were Meant For Me (Memorized)

Let me take your hand and I will lead you,
Along the path of happiness that proceeds you,
Life can be full of jagged rocks and steep terrain,
But when I'm by your side I'll carry your pain,
Happiness is a place we can visit and eternally be,
If you open up your heart and spend your life with me.

(Chorus)
Did I ever tell you that you were meant for me,
Let me wrap my love around your heart and love you truly,
Put your hand in my hand and you'll never be alone,
We'll walk through life together and build a happy home,
Made from bricks of love, jewels of joy will be our crown,
Coz the path to happiness awaits us with no sadness or frowns,
Let me show how life and love should really truly be,
Your hand fits my hand perfectly coz you were meant for me.

Life can be littered with disappointment and misery,
But if you put your hand in mine that will never be,
I won't be the one to give you empty words or meaningless lies,
Coz my love for you I cannot even begin to disguise,
My heart is very true and very truly yours,
Coz with your love I'm rich and can never be poor.

(Chorus)
Did I ever tell you that you were meant for me,
Let me wrap my love around your heart and love you truly,
Put your hand in my hand and you'll never be alone,
We'll walk through life together and build a happy home,
Made from bricks of love, jewels of joy will be our crown,
Coz the path to happiness awaits us with no sadness or frowns,
Let me show how life and love should really truly be,
Your hand fits my hand perfectly coz you were meant for me.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Eviction From My Heart (User Repair)

I look into your face but I cannot see,
What we were ever really meant to be,
All the hurt, sadness, despair and pain,
Runs around my mind like a speeding train,
Your smile means nothing but misery,
Coz it is fake and not a real luxury.

(Chorus)
Your an agent of pain that destroyed my heart,
Trampled and crushed it from the very start,
You broke into my ribcage and stole my heart,
Then ripped it to shreds and tore it apart,
So now I'm gonna evict you from my heart,
Deport you, restore my joy and have a new start,
Remember what my world should really be,
Without your pain, your lies and your misery.

You littered my life with your heartache,
Plagued my happiness with a love that's so fake.
The things you do to hurt me are so impure,
And not something my love for you can cure,
You are an expert in being so untrue,
And I gave every part of my world to you.

Love is not for rent in my love account,
And the scars from you I carry I can't count,
Like a thief you stole the truth from me,
As you disguised it with lies and misery,
But now I've woken up to your deceit,
That crushes my soul and makes me weak.

The heart and life you occupy is not yours,
And pain is all that seeps from every pore,
You colonized my heart with your lying tongue,
But now your lies have started to crash and burn,
As I evict you from my heart then you will see,
Your were a mistake that wasn't meant to be.

So now there's only one thing that I can do,
Evict you from my heart and find a love that's true.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Self Destruct (My Love For You Can't Fix You) (User Repair)

(Chorus)
My love for you can't fix you,
My love for you can't stop the fights,
My love for for you is not enough,
To make your wrongs into a right,
Your on a mission to self destruct,
And I really cannot heal your hurt,
You're angry, ruthless and full of stress,
And my love just can't fix your broken mess.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

Flight Of Love (Memorized)

The flight of love you offered me seemed to be so pure,
I was young, uncertain and so very unsure,
But I picked up my boarding pass and took a seat,
Coz true love was someone I really wanted to meet,
You promised to take me on the flight of my life,
Promised me joy and passion and not a second of strife.

(Chorus)
Your flight of love took me way up high,
And I became breathless as we began to fly,
You promised me your land of love was a beautiful place,
With lies of devotion written all over your face,
But now I realize as I fall from the sky,
Your flight of love was nothing but a total lie.

Somehow, we ended up in a place so obscure,
Without the love you promised but still I endure,
Your hand isn't warm and your kisses aren't sweet,
As the head I once held high is trampled under your feet,
I look for an escape hatch to jump of the plane,
Or a parachute coz your love isn't what you claim.

Nothing's there to protect me from the fall,
As I jump from the sky coz I gave you my all,
All you gave me was a third class seat,
Next to the luggage with no sign of a treat,
Battered and bruised as I was tossed around,
On a flight of misery that crashed towards the ground.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Is It Too Late To Say Goodbye (Memorized)

Suddenly, one day you left our lives,
No warning, no notice and no goodbyes,
As your voice disappeared without even a trace,
You're no longer there anymore and nor is your face,
I look for your smile every day,
Hoping you'll return but there is no way,

(Chorus)
Is it too late to say goodbye,
I miss you with each day that passes by,
Just a chance to say my final words to you,
So I can thank you for everything you do,  
It's really too late to say goodbye,
But I whisper the words with every tear I cry.

Now they say you're in a place of rest,
And although I truly wish you the best,
I wish you were still here please understand,
Life's just not the same without your loving hands,
The hands that soothed me when I cried,
And gave me strength to take the world in my stride.

When you took your very last breath I wasn't around,
But every minute we spent together still lives in my mind,
I'll always remember you the way that you were,
Because love doesn't vanish into thin air,
My heart still wants to keep your memory alive,
As through the rocky terrain of life, you always stood by my side.

An empty space is all that I have left,
That was once occupied by (filled with) your every breath,
Sometimes I look for you but you're not there,
I reach for your hand but only find the air,
There's no return ticket to your human abode,
But I hope you've found peace in your beautiful soul.

(Alternative & Final Hook)

Is it really too late to say, 
I miss you every day,
Is it really too late to say,
Goodbye in our own way,
It's really too late to say goodbye,
So I whisper the words with each tear I cry.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Best Mistake I Ever Made (Adaptations)

Sometimes I wish you were still here,
So I could ring my fingers through your hair,
But for us it wasn't supposed to be,
So for now I had to see you free,
I gave you everything I possibly could,
But you couldn't stay and I understood.

(Chorus)
Your the best mistake I ever made,
Memories of you will never fade,
Though for us it wasn't meant to be,
I'll never forget what you mean to me.

Regrets run through my mind like a train,
My life without you just isn't the same,
If only I could have begged you stay,
Then perhaps I wouldn't be alone today,
You left with just a small goodbye,
A word, a smile and no tears to cry.

They don't know where love starts or ends,
We should have been more than friends,
What could life have been with you by my side,
If I'd convinced you to stay and swallowed my pride,
The things we don't say when we should,
Cost us more in life than our mistakes ever could.

(Final Chorus)
Every day all I see is an empty space
That should be filled by your face.
Though for us it wasn't meant to be,
I'll never forget what you mean to me,
Your the best mistake I ever made.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Can We Bring Back Yesterday (Adaptations)

Yesterday our love was sparkling new,
Clean, untarnished and so true,
Now it's cloudy and so grey,
Damaged with no light of day,
The hurt and pain that came along,
Went so deep into the sea of wrong.

(Chorus)
Lady, What I need to know,
Is if we can bring back yesterday,
Can we see what we can be,
Climb the ladder of impossibility,
Can we bring back yesterday?

My eyes hold all the hurt and pain,
Confusion over the love we tried to gain,
Can we start again and rewind the past,
And build a future that will last,
Can we sanctify this broken mess,
Look into each other's eyes and caress.

Can I hold your hand the way I do,
Make love to you all night through,
Can I fix your broken heart,
Find a new beginning and new start,
Before the sands of our love slip away,
Through the hour glass of a forgotten day,

Your smile sparkles like morning dew,
There is no one else on earth like you,
I place my heart inside your hand,
Your my woman and I'm your man,
Now it's truly up to you,
Together we can start anew,
But first there's one question I must ask,
Lady, Can we bring back yesterday?

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

If I Told You I Love You (User Repair)

Your so far away and yet so near,
A love so strong yet so unclear,
When I close my eyes I see your face,
Yet you're not here and in another place,
Every day I wonder when I'll have a chance,
To offer you my sweet love and true romance,

(Chorus)
If I told you I love you,
Would it change anything,
If I told you I love you,
Would it bring you to me,
If I told you I love you,
Would it change the past,
If I told you I love you,
Could we have a future that can last.

Every day I see you live your life,
You don't know I love you and it cuts my heart like a knife,
Inside me there's a love so true,
One day I want to give that gift of love to you,
I reach out to touch you but you're far away,
Unreachable and untouchable every single day.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Our Love/Love is Vision (Love Insights Theme Song)

Everyday we share something true,
Something unique between me and you,
Inside our hearts is where our love lives,
And it can only be seen by the sacrifices we give,
Invisible and untouchable but yet so real
Our love is a vision only we can feel.

(Chorus)
Our love is a vision between you and me,
Of what our life is supposed to be,
Perfect, pure, simple, joyful and kind,
It lives in our heart, our eyes and our mind,
Our love is a vision between you and me,
Our love is a vision only we can see.

From the second our love began to take flight,
The flame of love lit which we chose to ignite,
Our passions started the roller coaster ride,
Of commitment and devotion which we cannot hide,
When you are in pain I feel it too,
Coz everything in my life revolves around you.

(Chorus)
Our love is a vision between you and me,
Of what our life is supposed to be,
Perfect, pure, simple, joyful and kind,
It lives in our heart, our eyes and our mind,
Our love is a vision between you and me,
Our love is a vision only we can see.

When the hurdles are high and life knocks me down,
One touch from your hand can turn it around,
One smile from your lips can bring peace to my heart,
Coz your smile takes me back to where our love did start,
Every time we kiss your love dances across my lips,
And every time we make love it's like a honeymoon trip.

Love is a vision that can only be seen by those who feel it....

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Song Lyric Excerpt:Dip Down Low Excerpt: Hook (Single & Ready to Mingle) 

Dip down low, how far can you go,
Can you do it fast, or do you do it slow,
Let's dip down low and show them how,
Dip down low, right here, right now, 
Give the dip down up, or the dip down out,
The dip down low is what it's all about.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

Heartbreaker/Dump His Ass/He Ain't No Lover:

Girl he ain't your soulmate, or your lover,

He's just a pile of junk and a fake heartbreaker.

Written by Jill Thrussell @ 2019 All Rights Reserved

 

Song Bank Lyrics Excerpts Pre 2011 (All Rights Reserved)

Smile on My Lips:

There's a smile on lips but a tear in my eye,

As I release you into the wild, I ain't gonna cry

Speak Now:

So tired of playing guessing games,

An unexplored love is what my heart contains,

But maybe we could try to make a start.

 

Maybe the fantasy of what we could be,
Is better than an unrealized reality,
Coz love sometimes is such a messy end,
So maybe it's better just to be your friend,
Our worlds are so very far apart,
But maybe somehow we could try to make a start.

We can't speak, we can't hear, we can't talk, we can't feel,
Lady, speak now or forever be a friend.

Maybe it's time to fight for what we should be,
Raise our love up from an impossibility,
You brought my heart back to life,
And now I want you to be my wife,
I see your smile every day inside my mind,
Inside each of the memories I try to find.

Wrong Man:

Emptiness is all I have left,

At night your head's missing from my chest,

How could I treat you so unkind,

With temporary lovers I had to find.

Should Have Been Me:

I just can't fill that empty, lonely wrong,

Can't Eat, Can't Sleep, Can't Walk, Can't Talk,

Coz now you got another man

One Hope/One Wish:

I still see your face inside my mind,

But when I turn, your no longer there I find

I want our love to be restored,

Coz without your love I'm truly poor.

Unspoken Love:

Our desires are a treacherous love affair,

With no result that can ever be fair,

We both know what the truth could do,

Break some hearts and destroy us too,

Pleasure & Pain:

In our twisted love affair,

Your addictive charm is really, so unfair,

You're my pleasure, you're my pain,

I smile and cry when I say your name,

 

Song Bank Lyrics Excerpts Pre 2011 (All Rights Reserved)

Should Have Been Me

Now I sit with empty memories,
Hopes and dreams that will never be,
Never to be manifest but laid to rest,
Thoughts run so fast through my mind,

I treasure the memories that we share,
Just know deep down lady I really care,
Once u filled my life with so much hope,
You made me a better man,
But now all I see emptiness,
Where ur smile used to be.


Gonna Make You Mine

Everytime I see you I can't breathe,
Your an angel with a smile I can't believe
So today I am gonna show you, tell you, take you,
Today I'm gonna make you mine,
Right now our love lives on in my dream,
But I need you to be in my reality stream.
It's not hard to see your beauty and allure,
Of loving without you there is no cure,
Your a sweetness I never knew could exist,
Just one smile from you quenches my thirst

Some Excerpts from Songs Written Pre 2011 

Let Me Know

Started with a smile,
Freedom you found it with me,
Coz I let you be what you wanted to be.

Love That Never Ends (Speak Now/Forever be a Friend)

So our love remains unexplored,
The questions we dare not ask can't be ignored,
Fear overwhelms and floods our minds,
Its better living the fantasy of maybes and possibilities,
Coz love is always such a messy end,
Maybe it's better not to speak and forever be a friend.

We cant speak, We cant hear,
We cant talk, We can't feel,
Speak now or forever be a friend.

Our worlds are miles apart, it would never last,
No need to fight for what wouldn't be right.

Love Is Broken

Now you broke me and our love's broken.

Can We Bring Back Yesterday

Before the clouds came and the rain.

Wrong Man

Deep regrets for how I did you wrong

You stayed, you cried but you were strong,

I crushed your heart upon the floor,

And you left coz you could take no more,

But don’t do it baby, he won’t love you like I can,

Please don’t marry the wrong man.

 

One Wish

Our story of sweetness and love so true.

Be Your Superman (working title)

So open the door and let me be your Superman.

Let's Find Our Heaven

Its a one way ticket upon our plane,
Gonna take you on a ride and show you heaven's door.


Richest Man

You're the beginning and the end,
Inside of me there is a wealth of joy.

Deeper Connection

They don't know where love starts or ends.

Be Mine

I've come to rescue you,
It is time to rearrange.

Our World

Song Lyric Bank:

Stranger I Knew, Dip Down Low, Dump His Ass, Single & Ready to Mingle, Flight of Love, Our Love/Love is Vision, If I Told You I Love You, Is It Too Late To Say Goodbye,  Best Mistake I Ever Made, Let Me Show You, Torn Apart, Please You, Should Have Been Me, Smile on My Lips, Hard to Replace. Can We Bring Back Yesterday, Broken Love, Pretenders, It's Hard to Right a Wrong, Hard Words to Say, Love Games, Wrong Man, Better Man, Let Me Know, Touch My Heart, Love Heals, Seal Your Lips, One Kiss, True Rumours, Questions We Can't Ask, Make Me Feel You, Perfect Flaws, Words We Can't Say, Wear & Stare, Flirt & Smile, Richest Man, The Way We Were, Unwanted Touch, On Your Own, Heartbreaker, Pleasure & Pain, Speak Now. 

Interactive Projects

Would You/Should You, Hurt or Heal, Human Being, My Friend, Your Friend, My Match, Your Match.

Anthology Projects

The Glitches Series (Anthology) Love Upgraded (Anthology), Death Upgraded (Anthology), Human Shares, (Anthology),
Death Upgraded
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Death Upgraded

Further Development Spectrum: War of the Hybrids/Civil Etiquette
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Further Development Spectrum: War of the...

Human Shares
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Human Shares

Love Upgraded
Anthology Projects

Love Upgraded

The Glitches Anthology Series
Anthology Projects

The Glitches Anthology Series

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Dark Comedy
Love, Promises, Lies & Other Alternative Weapons
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The Human Terms of Time
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The Chauvinist
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Backup
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Data Exchange
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Data Exchange
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Romantic Retrievals
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Internalization Short Story Collection
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Internalization Short Story Collection
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Signs of Love
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Heart Protector
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Death Lives Within
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My Friend, Your Friend
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Data Retrieval
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Data Retrieval
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Seven Pits of Hell
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Value Added Friends
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Face of Death
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Humantics: Data/Robot/Cyborg Protectors
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Love~A~Thon
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Deal with Death
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Robin Crook
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