Memorized: Fragments of Forgotten Soundtrack Songs

Memorized: Fragments of Forgotten Soundtrack Songs List: Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell

Track 1: Is it Too Late to Say Goodbye  
Track 2: Our Love is Broken  
Track 3: I Can't Give My Pain Away 
Track 4: Your Heartbreak's Living in My Heart (Originally called: Every Day You Break My Heart)
Track 5: How Many Hearts Partial Song Sung by Colette Compton and Beat by Dj Slava
Track 6: Trophy of Pain 
Track 7: Once Upon a Heartbeat  Partial Song Sung Acappella by Colette Compton  Partial Instrumental  
Track 8: Flight of Love 
Track 9: Stranger I Knew 
Track 10: You Were Meant for Me  
Track 11: You Taught My Heart  

Bonus Tracks:

Track 3: I Can't Give My Pain Away 
Track 5: How Many Hearts  
Track 6: Trophy of Pain 
Track 7: Once Upon a Heartbeat 
Track 11: You Taught My Heart 

 

Once Upon a Heartbeat


Intro: Once upon a heartbeat....

We started with a look of love,
That led to a smile,
Then you asked me to hang around, 
For a little while,
The passion (love) lingered on our lips,
And I could taste the romantic dew,
So I agreed to walk along, 
Life's pathways with you.

Chorus
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But your fake kisses and lying whispers, 
Didn't match the real reality of you,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my heart to you,
But once upon a romance your heart was untrue,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But misery and pain are all that you do,
Once upon a romance I fell in love with you,
Because once upon a heartbeat you swore that you'd be true.

Once upon a romance...

We continued to meet,
Took time to conversate,
Then you asked me to step through, 
Love's open gates,
The romance danced through our eyes,
And I could see a future of beauty,
So I embarked upon, 
Your romantic voyage of uncertainty.

Chorus
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But your fake kisses and lying whispers, 
Didn't match the real reality of you,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my heart to you,
But once upon a romance your heart was untrue,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But misery and pain are all that you do,
Once upon a romance I fell in love with you,
Because once upon a heartbeat you swore that you'd be true.
 
Once upon a heartbreak...

Suddenly, we lost our way,
And your heart went so wrong,
Because our love became nothing, 
But a painful miserable thorn,
You betrayed my heart so much,
Until I could no longer feel love's touch,
So my heart began to break, 
Because I lived in that painful thorn of heartache.

Chorus
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But your fake kisses and lying whispers, 
Didn't match the real reality of you,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my heart to you,
But once upon a romance your heart was untrue,
Once upon a heartbeat I gave my love to you,
But misery and pain are all that you do,
Once upon a romance I fell in love with you,
Because once upon a heartbeat you swore that you'd be true.

Once upon a heartbreak....

Finally, we became nothing but total misery,
So now my broken heart longs to be free,
Because your love is like a painful, 
Thorny deficit inside my heart,
And real love will never form any part,
I no longer see myself in your eyes,
So I must part from your heartless heart, 
And leave your fake love in disguise. 

Final Chorus
So now my broken heart has lost its rhythm,
Because our hearts don't beat together in tandem,
And though once upon a heartbeat I loved you,
Once upon a heartbeat your heart was untrue,
And though once upon a romance I loved you,
Misery and pain are all that you do,
And though once upon a heartbeat I truly loved you,
My love has to leave your heartless heart now,
And won't ever return to you.

Outro (to fade)
Once upon a broken heartbeat,
I gave my love to you,
But once upon a broken romance, 
Your heart was untrue.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

Your Heartbreak's Living in My Heart (Previously called Every Day You Break My Heart)

In every way you betray,
But when you first came along,
Love was like your sweet song,
But now pain is my daily misery,
Coz you ain't nothing but heartbreak,
And just a heart that's fake,
All wrapped up in a painful mistake,
And that's all you'll ever be to me.

Bridge
So our present's crashed, 
Into the ground so fast,
Coz we don't have a future,
Just an ugly, painful past.

Chorus
Your heartbreak's living in my heart,
And the pain is tearing me apart,
Your heartbreak is living in my head,
So I'm living in fear on life's edge,
Your heartbreak's living in my heart,
And squeezing every breathe out of me,
Coz in my mind,
Our love is just a regret, 
And in my heart, 
Our love is just a worthless commodity.

Refrain
You defeat my heart every day,
So our love ain't worth,
A single word you say,
And you defeat my love every day,
So our love ain't worth,
A single minute of my day.

With every heartbeat you stray, 
And the wounds of that hurt stay,
Coz your love's like dirty rags,
And bitter, spoilt, rotten trash, 
Coz you ain't nothing but heartbreak,
And just a love that's fake,
All tangled up in a painful mistake,
And that's all you'll ever be to me.

Bridge
So our present's evaporated,
And my heart's saturated,
In the pain that you give, 
And a future that can't live.

Chorus
Your heartbreak's living in my heart,
And the pain is tearing me apart,
Your heartbreak is living in my head,
So I'm living in fear on life's edge,
Your heartbreak's living in my heart,
And squeezing every breathe out of me,
Coz in my mind,
Our love is just a regret, 
And in my heart, 
Our love is just a worthless commodity.

Refrain
You defeat my heart every day,
So our love ain't worth,
A single word you say,
And you defeat my love every day,
So our love ain't worth,
A single minute of my day.

Final Extended bridge
But why couldn't I see,
What you were going to be,
And why couldn't I predict,
What you were going to do to me,
Why couldn't I see, 
The future of you and me,
Then from your heartbreak, 
My heart would have been free.

Outro
But your heartbreak's still, 
Living in my heart,
And it's still squeezing, 
Every breathe out of me,
And I just couldn't save, 
My heart on time to regain my life, 
Or reclaim the heart that's mine,
Coz there was no hazard signs,
So now I'm just struggling not living,
Trying, surviving and existing,
Coz I'm just your heartbreak's casualty.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

 

I Can't Give My Pain Away

Intro

I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt.

You stepped into my life and promised me romance,
But all you brought with you was a painful circumstance,
Your promises of love (and devotion) were never really true,
And forever was just fiction and lies through and through,
The smile you offered me was just a facade,
Along with your web of lies that made my heart feel so sad. 

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
So I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away, I can't give my pain away,
Coz no one wants to live with this (that) ugly hurt around.

Echo Refrain 
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lives inside of me and never lifts me up,
Your promises of love were never really true,
And forever was just fiction and lies through and through.

You tied a knot of lies tightly round my heart,
And kept your chains of false love around me from the start,
Every night I slept upon (on) a bed of broken, shattered dreams,
Because you gave me nothing but heartbreak it seems,
Every day I hoped your love would turn out to be true,
But every night I realized truth is not something you do.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
So I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away, I can't give my pain away,
Coz no one wants to live with this (that) ugly hurt around.

Echo Refrain
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lives inside of me and never lifts me up,
Every night I slept on a bed of broken, shattered dreams,
Because you gave me nothing but heartbreak it seems.

Every lie you told me was like an arrow of pain,
Until one day I realized (that) you'd always be the same,
(But) Your arrows of heartbreak had shattered every part of my heart,
So that is when I knew that we really had to part,
Coz the ground of false love that you had bound me to,
Held no romantic future and was made from just the dirty (ugly) pain of you.

Chorus
So now I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
So I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away, I can't give my pain away,
Coz no one wants to live with this (that) ugly hurt around.

Echo Refrain
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lives inside of me and never lifts me up,
Coz the ground of false love that you had bound me to,
Was made from just the dirty (ugly) pain of you.

Now that I've picked up all the pieces of my broken heart,
Your arrows of pain still remain because your hurt didn't part,
And though you've left my life so you're no longer around,
The ugly pain you left behind still ties to me the ground,
Coz I can still feel your deep scars of betrayal in my heart,
So I will never forget how you tore my heart and life apart.

Final Chorus
So I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants my hurt,
And so it sits inside of me and ties me to the ground,
The weight is so heavy that I can’t carry it around,
So I can’t give my pain away coz no one wants the ugly hurt I've found,
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lives inside of me and never lifts me up,
I can't give my pain away coz no one wants to hurt,
And there's no love to heal my wounds even though they hurt so much.

Echo Refrain
I can't give my pain away even though it hurts,
And so it lives inside of me and never lifts me up,
And though you've left my life so you're no longer around,
The ugly pain you left behind still ties to me the ground,

Outro
So I can’t give my pain away, I can't give my pain away, 
Coz no one wants to live with, 
The ugly hurt I've found around.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved