Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love Soundtrack Songs

Next of Kin: Hurdles of Love Soundtrack Songs: Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell (complete pending final reviews and finalization)

Track 1: Nothing is Forever
Track 2: My Hopeful Heart
Track 3: Just Another Hurdle of Love
Track 4: We Need Two Hearts Not One
Track 5: A Willing Heart
Track 6: A Lifetime of Love
Track 7: Tests of Time/Will Our Love Stand
Track 8: Broken Bonds
Track 9: Trials of Love Full Song sung by Colette Compton
Track 10: Bridge in My Heart
Track 11: Just Losses to My Heart
Track 12: My Heart Cries
Track 13: Can't Trade My Tears for Yesterday
Track 14: Stuck in a Rut of Hurt Full song sung by Tiago Pinho (Film Version) Full song sung by Tiago Pinho (Standalone Version) Partially Complete Song Instrumental Pop-rock version (partial) sung by Juan Miguel and Musical Accompaniment: Miguetracks Pop-rock (Film Version) Full Song sung by Juan Miguel and Musical Accompaniment: Miguetracks Pop-rock (Standalone Version) Full Song sung by Juan Miguel and Musical Accompaniment: Miguetracks
Track 15: Stain of Pain on My Heart

Nothing is Forever

In our hearts there may be damage,
And dirty stains of pain,
That came from our broken yesterdays,
And the loves we could not maintain,
So though we carry scars from loves,
That were never meant for us,
In your heart I've finally found,
A love that I can trust.

Coz in your eyes and mind I've found,
A heart that's really true,
And so though nothing is forever,
My heart wants to hold on to you.

Chorus
Nothing is forever,
And I can't promise you the world,
But in the middle of that nothing,
Our hearts can love each other,
For a while,
Nothing is forever,
But as we wander,
Through the chaos of life's miles,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your hand,
And love you for a while,
So though nothing is forever,
And there's no certainty,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can try to love your heart honestly,
And though nothing is forever,
No matter what we promise, do or say,
In the middle of that nothing,
I can hold your heart,
And give you my heart today.

Rainy days and storms of pain,
May wreak havoc upon our lives,
But there is one hopeful wish,
That can eliminate any strife,
The comfort that we can find,
In our heartbeats of love and sincerity,
That can restore both our hearts,
When life becomes rocky.

Coz in your arms I've found,
Your gifts of truth and acceptance,
And so though nothing is forever,
My heart wants to join your heart in this romance. (life's dance)

Chaos and confusion may surround us,
At every single turn,
And the right route to take,
Is something we may never learn,
But our hearts can steer us,
Through the maze of life together for a while,
Because in your hands I've found true comfort,
That strengthens my heart and makes me smile. (that stretches out for so many miles)

Coz in your heart I've found,
An ocean of love that's deeply true,
And so though nothing is forever,
My heart wants to belong to you.

I can't guarantee forever,
Tomorrow or even just another day,
But I can give you my heart fully,
And really love you today,
So no matter what does or doesn't happen,
That's one thing I can say,
Because my heart loves your heart,
In every imaginable way.

So though nothing is forever,
And there are no guarantees,
I'll give you my heart now,
And I promise to love your heart faithfully.

Outro
So though nothing is forever,
Your heart really shouldn't be alone,
Coz my heart loves your heart,
And doesn't want to be far apart,
So in the middle of that nothing,
We don't need to be alone,
Coz together our two hearts,
Can find, make and build a happy loving home.

A Lifetime of Love (still to be finalized)

The winds of life can blow,
The moments from our hands, from our hands,
As life takes each one captive,
And they never land, never land,
But the moments that we share,
Will always live inside our hearts,
Because our shared memories,
Can never turn to dust or fall apart.

Chorus
So a lifetime of love,
A lifetime of joy,
A lifetime of love,
That no one can ever destroy,
A lifetime of love,
Is what my heart wants to offer you,
Because I know my heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

Life can swallow yesterday,
And give away today, give away today,
But one thing remains that life,
Cannot ever take away, ever take away,
My lifetime of love,
That I want to share with you,
So if you hold onto my hand,
I promise that my heart will be true to you.

The storms of life may rock,
Our lives each and every day, each and every day,
And though some hardships,
May come along our way, along our way,
One promise that my heart,
Can make to you,
Is that my love for you is sincere,
And so your heart has nothing to fear.

Extended Chorus
So a lifetime of love,
Is something I can give your heart,
Our lifetime of love,
That no one can destroy or tear apart,
And our lifetime of love,
Will be ours to enjoy,
Something that we can always cherish,
Reconcile and rectify,
A lifetime of love,
Is a gift that our hearts can afford,
And our lifetime of love,
Will never be rejected or ignored,
So my lifetime of love,
Is something I want (wanna) to share with you,
Because my heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love in love with you.

My heart will never replace,
Trust with lies, trust with lies,
And my love will never be,
A painful trick in disguise, trick in disguise,
Just a lifetime of love,
That I want to share with you,
So if you hold onto my hand,
I promise that I'll never betray you.

Chorus
But a lifetime of love,
A lifetime of joy,
A lifetime of love,
That no one can ever destroy,
A lifetime of love,
Is what my heart wants to offer you,
Because I know my heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

Some sunny rays of life,
Can shine upon our hearts, shine upon our hearts,
And though at times life may make us,
Spend some time apart, some time apart,
Love will never leave us,
If we love us every day,
So we'll never be knocked down,
Or washed away by the waves of painful yesterdays.

So life can never destroy,
My love for you, my love for you,
Because my love is made from steel bands,
That tie my heart to you, tie my heart to you,
And I have a lifetime of love,
That I want to share with you,
So if you hold on to my hand,
I promise that I'll spend my lifetime of love with you.

So if you hold on to my hand,
I promise that my heart will be true,
And if you hold onto my hand,
I promise that I'll never betray you,
And we can have a whole lifetime of love,
That belongs only to us,
And it will be something,
That we can always trust,
Because my love's a real love,
That's deep, sincere and true,
Because my heart wants to spend,
My whole lifetime of love,
Falling in love with you.

Trials of Love

I'm sitting by a reflection of the situation,
And wondering what went wrong,
When the trials of love came along,
Why weren't our hearts more strong,
Yesterdays flee from my memories full of pain,
Coz today couldn't understand all the heart breaking rain,
So now our tomorrows don't breathe and gasp for every breath,
Coz we let our love flow far from our hearts and chests.

So I have to ask myself,
How could we drift so far away,
Coz the trials of love were always sure,
To come our way one day.

Chorus
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we stand through it all,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did we fall at the first hurdle,
When the trials of love came,
Why did we break down and fail,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did our hearts stall and not prevail,
Questions tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past and ask,
Is our love just a painful reflection of us,
That really can't survive or last.

I'm standing in a shadow of forgotten maybes,
And so a shadow of doubt is now hanging over me,
As I wonder why love loiters in painful limbo,
But we can no longer embrace the warm place that we used to know,
Coz our yesterdays don't call anymore and hide from us,
Though the remnants of hurt still linger and debris of broken trust,
So now our tomorrows hide from us and are nowhere near,
Coz we let love slip from our hands when pain began to steer.

So I have to ask myself,
How could we let things go so wrong,
Coz when the trials of love came along,
We should have been more strong.

I'm walking towards a wall of regrets and hurt,
But painful coldness is all that greets my heart,
And though we lost our way there are no answers to see,
Coz nothing but silent sad waves of pain now surround me,
That wrap themselves around me with no love or care,
And provide me with nothing but a cold empty stare,
So love lingers in my heart but no answers can be found,
As I pick up the fragments of my broken heart from the ground.

So I start to ask myself,
If we can ever truly find us again,
Coz the trials of love have taken us,
On such a painful downward spin.

Extended Final Chorus
When the trials of love came,
Why didn't we stand through it all,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did we fall at the first hurdle,
When the trials of love came, (And when the trials of love came,)
Why did we break down and fail,
And when the trials of love came,
Why did our hearts stall and not prevail,
When the trials of love came, (And when the trials of love came,)
Why didn't we reach for each other's hands,
And when the trials of love came,
Why didn't we give our hearts a second chance,
Questions tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past and ask,
Is our love just a painful reflection of us,
That really can't survive or last.

Outro
When the trials of love came along,
We really lost it all,
And when the trials of love came along,
Our love fell through our fingers like a waterfall,
Questions still tug away inside my mind,
As I reminisce upon the past,
But nothing it seems can bridge the gap in our hearts,
That really lasts,
Redemption stands so far away from us,
And keeps its distance,
As I ask if our love is just a painful casualty,
Of our circumstance,
And so I ask again,
When the trials of love pass us by,
Can we reach for each other's hands, hold on and give us a try,
Can we give our hearts a second chance sincerely,
And can we try to make real amends that'll heal truly,
Can we stand together through it all and try to be strong,
Or is our love just destined to be a lost waterfall of wrong.

Stuck in a Rut of Hurt (pending finalization)

Another night of wondering where things went wrong,
Another night of listening to lonely sad songs,
Another night of hoping that something might change,
Another night of questioning when (where) life turned to blame.

Just another shadow of my heart that can't be cast out,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt that just lives inside my doubts.

Chorus
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a bottle of heartbreak,
Full of (all) our mistakes,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a ditch of total heartbreak,
That doesn't want to free me,
With a bottle of sad memories,
Full of our mistakes,
But since I fell into that rut of hurt,
So blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love,
That I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Another day of hopeful waiting for a reunion that might be strong,
Another day of wishing that nothing ever went wrong,
Another day of thinking that maybe is something we can do,
Another day of realizing that wishes don't always come true.

Just another shadow of my heart that lives on painful dust,
Coz I'm stuck in a rut of hurt with just the past memories of us.

Another tomorrow sits upon the horizon of my life,
Another tomorrow that might give my mind a bit less strife,
Another tomorrow for us sits in the palm of your hands,
Another tomorrow when you might realize that our future is at your command.

But there's a shadow on my heart that doesn't love my life honestly,
Coz I'm still stuck in a rut of hurt that doesn't want me to live my life freely.

Final Chorus
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges,
Just ditches of absolute heartbreak,
And a bottle of heartache,
Full of (all) our mistakes,
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
That really doesn't like me at all,
That crushed my heart with rocks of hardship,
And bitter rocky soils after my fall,
But since I fell into that rut of hurt,
So blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love,
That I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Alternative Final Chorus
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges,
Just ditches of absolute heartbreak,
And a full bottle of painful heartache,
Full of all our mistakes,
I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a ditch of total heartbreak,
That doesn't want to free me,
With just regretful memories,
Full of our mistakes,
But since I fell into that rut of hurt so blindly,
There's been no rescue rope of love that I can see,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.

Shorter Chorus
So I'm stuck in a rut of hurt,
With no bridges of love or bonds to make,
Just ditches of pain that never break,
And a bottle of heartbreak,
Full of our mistakes,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a ditch of total heartbreak,
That doesn't want to me to be free,
With just a bottle of sad memories,
Full of all our mistakes,
So I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt,
Stuck in a rut of hurt,
I'm just stuck in a rut of hurt indefinitely.