The Body Swap Shop Soundtrack Songs

The Body Swap Shop Soundtrack Soundtrack Songs List: Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell

Did My Sorry Reach Your Heart on Time

A broken heart lives inside of you,
A broken heart searching,
For something true,
But I just don't know how,
To make us clean again or new,
Because my fears and my mistakes,
Led to disappointment and heartbreak,
And you deserve better than,
What my heart didn't give to you.

Chorus
But did my sorry,
Reach your heart on time,
And did my sorry repair,
Some of the damage I'd done,
Or is my sorry,
Just way too late,
And running out of time,
Because of my mistakes.

The broken trust that I gave to you,
The broken promises were nothing new,
Just a repetition of past pain,
And I only have myself to blame,
Because my mistakes took away our trust,
Which led to a total disintegration off us,
And you deserve better than,
All the things I didn't do for you,
And you deserve better than,
What my heart didn't give to you.

Chorus
But did my sorry,
Reach your heart on time,
And did my sorry repair,
Some of the damage I'd done,
Or is my sorry,
Just way too late,
And running out of time,
Because of my mistakes,
Can my sorry fix the cracks in us,
Can my sorry rescue us from mistrust,
And can my sorry,
Comfort your heart and mind,
Or did our hearts misalign,
Start to beat out of time,
Because my sorry,
Just didn't reach your heart on time.

Just a broken history lives in us,
Just broken memories made from our mistrust,
And a loop of painful sad history,
Running around a racetrack of our sad memories,
Because the cracks of pain in our hearts, 
Led to some bitter hurtful parts,
Because we both know,
All the things I didn't do for you,
And that you deserve better than,
What my heart didn’t give to you.

Final Chorus
But did my sorry,
Reach your heart on time,
And did my sorry repair,
Some of the damage I'd done,
Or is my sorry,
Just far too late,
Too full of my mistakes,
And painful heartbreak,
Can my sorry,
Comfort your heart and mind,
Or does your heart want to resign,
And leave our love behind,
Because my sorry has run out of time.

So tell me did my sorry,
Just come too late,
Wrapped up in my mistakes,
And painful heartbreak,
Because I can see,
The hurt in your eyes,
As our hearts hesitate,
Stumble and capsize.

But the cracks of pain in our hearts,
Grow deeper every day,
As our love runs out,
And our hearts start to fray,
Because we both know,
You deserve more than I can say,
But my sorry,
Keeps searching your heart,
Looking for a resting place,
Or a forgiving fresh start,
But all I can see,
Is just a hurt look upon your face,
And so deep down I know,
My sorry's fallen out of place.

So deep down I know,
My sorry didn't reach your heart on time,
And deep down I know,
Our hearts are beating out of time,
And deep down I know,
Your heart wants to resign,
Because my sorry,
Just didn't reach your heart on time.

And so deep down I know,
My sorry has no place to go,
And has no place to rest,
Because there's no forgiveness left,
So now I'm just sorry,
Just so sorry,
That my sorry,
Just didn't reach your heart on time.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved

 

Let Me Help Your Heart Forget Heartbreak (pending finalization)

For all the wrongs,
That you've been through,
For all the things,
That no-one ever did for you,
For all the love,
Your heart didn't have,
For all the sweet words,
Your ears never heard,
And for all the visual treats,
That you've never seen,
I want to give your heart,
Something sincere that'll change everything.

So if you can let go of hurt days,
I can give you love today,
Because I want to give you,
A loving heart that's true.

Chorus
If you let me help,
Your heart forget heartbreak,
You'll discover that I can never,
Betray or forsake,
And if you let me correct,
Life's wrongs, pains and mistakes,
Then I can help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak.

So forget what was bad,
And leave behind what was sad,
Forget what you can't change,
And leave behind yesterday's pain,
Forget all the rain,
And leave what you can't sustain,
Forget what pain did to you,
And leave what you can't renew,
Forget what your heart lost,
And leave behind that sunk cost,
Because I want to give your mind,
Something pure that'll change everything.

So if you can let go of the painful past,
We can build a love that lasts,
Because my heart wants to give you,
A love that's true.

Chorus
So if you let me help,
Your heart forget heartbreak,
You'll discover that I can never,
Betray or forsake,
And if you let me correct,
Life's wrongs, pains and mistakes,
Then I can help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak,
Let me step into your heart,
And repair all those heartaches,
Because my heart wants to help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak.

Forget what went wrong,
Remember that you were strong,
Forget all the storms,
Remember my love can help you along,
Forget what they,
Didn't do or did to you,
Forget what they say,
Remember life's joys can take hurts away,
Forget what joys life (they) took away,
And remember that my heart's here to stay,
Because I want to give your heart and mind.
Something true to change anything unkind.

So if you can trust in our tomorrow,
We can have a life full of joy not sorrow,
Because I want to give you,
A loving heart that's true.
 
Chorus
So if you let me help,
Your heart forget heartbreak,
You'll discover that I can never,
Betray or forsake,
And if you let me correct,
Life's wrongs, pains and mistakes,
Then I can help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak,
Let me step into your heart,
And repair all those heartaches,
Because my heart wants to help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak.

For all the hurts that you've been through,
For all the hidden spiteful tricks that you never knew,
For all the hurtful things they did to you,
And for the tremors of pain their lies caused you,
I'm here to fix that ugly past,
To restore your happiness,
And to heal your heart, 
With a love that lasts.

So let me help your heart,
Beat with joy once again,
And let me help your heart,
Live in a happy situation,
Let me give your heart,
Something that you've never seen,
And let's make our life together,
More than just a daydream.

Outro
So let's give away,
Any painful yesterdays,
And let's only keep,
What doesn't cause our hearts, 
Any painful hardships,
Let's start to ignite,
Our lives with our sparks of love,
And our loving nights,
With our passion,
Because my heart wants to help,
Your heart to forget heartbreak,
And I promise you that, 
Our love will never be,
A broken regretful mistake.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2023 All Rights Reserved 

 

When Life Defeats You (pending finalization)

Sometimes a shadow of misery, 
Can fall across your life to block your path,
And pain can be an obstruction, 
That scars your heart with agony and wrath,
But life doesn't always promise, 
That your dreams will come true,
And not every day is full of joy, 
When misery finds and attacks you.

So if life defeats you, 
And pulls you down to the ground,
Just look for me through the shadows, 
Because I'll always be around, I'll always be around.

Main Chorus
When life defeats you, 
And you're crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial, 
Because I'll always be there, I'll always be there,
When life defeats you, 
And you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back, 
And carry you when things get tough,
Because life isn't always pretty, 
And we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, 
I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Sometimes your heart may falter, 
So it can be hard to carry on,
Because life can be tricky, 
And you might steer into wrong,
Some painful trials might bury you, 
Under a mountain of despair,
Because life can challenge you at times, 
In ways that may seem unfair.

So if life defeats you, 
And every breath becomes a cry,
Just look for me through the shadows, 
And I'll help you give life another try, give life another try.

Longer Mid Chorus
When life defeats you, 
And you're crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial, 
Because I'll always be there, I'll always be there,
I'll give you my hand to help you up, 
When you fall down,
And I'll give you a smile to replace, 
Your sad, tearful frown, 
When life defeats you, 
And you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back, 
And carry you when things get tough,
Because life isn't always pretty, 
And we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, 
I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Sometimes jagged rocks of destruction,
May start to sink your boat of life,
And no lifeboat may come to save you, 
Or rescue you from that strife,
A wave of despair can swallow you, 
When you sail through the storms,
And an escape route is something, 
That may never appear or come along.

So if life defeats you, 
And your heart's a shipwreck of pain,
Just look for me through the shadows, 
And I'll shelter you from the rain, I'll shelter you from the rain.

Main Chorus
When life defeats you, 
And you're crushed by a rock of despair,
Look for me in your moments of trial, 
Because I'll always be there, I'll always be there,
When life defeats you, 
And you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back, 
And carry you when things get tough,
Because life isn't always pretty, 
And we're not always strong,
But when life defeats you, 
I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Sometimes a shadow of pain,
Can be painted onto your heart,
And sharp spears of hurt, 
Can hit your heart that destroy every part,
So if despair moves into your life, 
And you crash into a wall of pain,
I'll help you to climb over, 
The walls of heartbreak and shame.

So if life defeats you, 
And walls of mistrust surround you,
You can look for me through the shadows, 
And I'll help you restore your life anew, help you restore your life anew,
Because sometimes life can visit you, 
And take from you what it wants to take,
And sometimes there's no shelter of comfort, 
From that painful heartbreak, from that painful heartbreak.

Final Shorter Chorus
So if life defeats you, 
And you need a ladder of love,
I'll let you climb onto my back, 
And carry you when things get tough,
Because life isn't always pretty,
And we're not always strong,
But if life defeats you, 
I'll stand by your side and help you carry on.

Outro
So if life defeats you,
And crushes you into the ground,
Nearby my arm of friendship, 
Can always be found,
Because when life defeats you, 
I'll help you carry the pain,
And when life defeats you, 
I'll give you a crutch of friendship, 
To help you stand again,
When life defeats you, 
And turns your heart upside down,
Just reach for my hand,
Because my arm of friendship, 
Will always be around.

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved

 

 

Discount on Heartbreak/Fake Discount on Heartbreak

I keep asking myself, 
What went wrong,
Why couldn't we be strong,
What happened to us,
Why did we lose the trust,
That's decaying and fraying,
Did we give our love away,
Or did our hearts start to stray,
Did we lose the love inside,
Or did our love start to hide.

But I'm just muddling through,
Trying to forget what you did,
And trying to forgive you, 
Like my memories don't exist.

Chorus
But your (fake) discount on heartbreak,
Doesn't offer us a fresh place to start,
Just a muddle of us that's lost,
In our history of painful mistrust,
And your (fake) discount on heartbreak,
Is wrapped up in decay and rust,
So my heart isn't buying,
The fake love your supplying,
So I'm still lost in contemplations,
About our unromantic situation.

Chorus Extension
Even though I know, 
There ain't no shame,
In your fake blame,
Just sleepless nights,
Full of your arguments, 
About your wrongs and my rights. 

But you keep asking me,
If we can start again,
Forget yesterday and celebrate today,
If we can walk away from pain,
And try to ignite our love again,
Ignore your dilution and pollution, 
Accept zero restitution,
And even though my heart tries to be strong,
I just can't forget long enough,
To forgive all your wrongs.

So I'm just muddling through,
Trying to forget what you did,
And trying to forgive you, 
Like my memories don't exist.

Chorus
But your (fake) discount on heartbreak,
Doesn't offer us a fresh place to start,
Just a muddle of us that's lost,
In our history of painful mistrust,
And your (fake) discount on heartbreak,
Is wrapped up in decay and rust,
So my heart isn't buying,
The fake love your supplying,
So I'm still lost in contemplations,
About our unromantic situation,
That doesn't have any logical explanations,
And offers nothing but a discount on heartbreak.

I keep reminding me,
That I was just your casualty,
Coz sometimes I get lost,
When you put the blame on me,
Coz your mind's absolution, 
Just delivers pollution and confusion,
And I've seen that my shame, 
Can't sustain your lies or love disguise,
And so now my hearts full of sad regrets,
That I can't ignore or ever accept.

So though my heart is in a muddle,
I can't love inside your trouble,
So I'm gonna love me today,
And give away our painful yesterday,
Coz my heart isn't buying,
The pain your supplying,
Coz your love ain't nothing,
But false advertising,
And a fake discount on heartbreak.

Extended Refrain
So I'm just muddling through,
Trying to forget what you did,
But I can't forgive you, 
Like my memories don't exist, 
And my heart won't buy your fake fairy tales,
Or trade in my truths for your lies,
Because now I've opened my eyes, 
And my heart's become more wise.

But I'll remember our yesterdays,
When I walk away,
I'll remember the love you gave away,
And love me today,
I'll remember your blame,
That my shame can't sustain,
Because we both know,
Your wrongs just replicate,
With mistake after mistake,
Coz your love is fake,
And your heart's only offering me, 
A fake discount on heartbreak.

Outro
So my heart is no longer buying,
The fake love your supplying,
So there'll be no more pain or crying,
Coz my heart has finally run out love for you.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2023 All Rights Reserved 

 

Speak Now Or Forever Be a Friend/Living in Maybe (pending finalization)

Our love on ice, 
Secrets tangled up in silence,
That we can't break,
Coz we're both too scared,
To make any mistakes,
So our hearts stand still,
And seek out other thrills,
But we're just compromising,
And our hearts are subsidising,
A love that we can't spend,
And a love that can't pretend.

But we both know,
There's only one way,
Our hearts want to go,
So if we let love steer, 
And draw us near,
Maybe for a moment,
We can be more, 
More than just friends.

Chorus
Speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Coz we're living in maybe,
And we can't speak, we can't hear, 
We can't talk about what we fear,
So baby speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Coz we can't laugh, we can't talk,
We can't run and we can't walk,
Until that maybe goes away,
But maybe we can face the truth today,
So baby speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Speak now so our hearts,
No longer love in silence,
Speak now so our hearts,
No longer live in pretense. 

Our happiness on hold,
Though our hearts are bold,
Words we dare not speak,
Because of the hurt,
We might cause and reap,
So our hearts skip beats,
And live in total retreat,
Coz we're just compromising,
And our hearts are subsidising,
A love that we can't spend,
And a love that can't pretend.

But inside of us,
Questions lie unspoken, 
So we avoid being heartbroken,
But if we let love steer, 
And draw us near,
Maybe for a moment,
We can be more,
More than just friends.

Chorus
Speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Coz we're living in maybe,
And we can't speak, we can't hear, 
We can't talk about what we fear,
So baby speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Coz we can't laugh, we can't talk,
We can't run and we can't walk,
Until that maybe goes away,
But maybe we can face the truth today,
So baby speak now or forever be a friend, be a friend,
Speak now so our hearts,
No longer love in silence,
Speak now so our hearts,
No longer live in pretense. 

Maybe we should give love a try,
Kiss our sad histories goodbye,
Then maybe all our distractions,
All our additions and subtractions,
That bankrupt our hearts,
Will come to an end.

Our fantasy of what we could be,
Is just an unrealized reality,
So let's get rid of impossibility,
And make us a reality,
Bring our hearts back to life,
And forgive (forget) what didn't go right.

But love can be such a messy end,
So maybe it's better,
To live in maybe as friends,
And to keep our love locked away,
Inside our hearts this way,
And to love in silence,
So hope doesn't die, 
In our hearts today, 
Coz maybe we can try this, 
Another day another way, another day another way, 
And then maybe then, 
We can always be friends.

Or maybe it's time to fight,
For what could be so right,
Coz my heart can't live in maybe,
For another night,
So speak now so our hearts,
No longer love in silence,
Speak now so our hearts,
No longer live in pretense,
Let's get rid of impossibility,
And make us a reality,
So baby speak now or forever be a friend.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2009 All Rights Reserved 

 

Just Loops of Bad Memories/Broken Loops/Memory Loops Made from Pain/Broken Loops from Our History of Pain/Roundabout of Painful Memories (draft pending finalization)

I've noticed that,
Today doesn't give any refunds of joy, 
From the pain of history,
And sad memory loops full of misery.
 
Coz the past doesn't hold onto,
A worthless painful memory,
Because when sadness scatters,
The sands of pain don't fall gradually.

So yesterday and today,
Are just a merger of pain,
Every bit of joy lost,
To the shame of blame.

Chorus
So I ask you what's left, 
When all is said and done,
Just a loop of bad memories,
Full of our history of pain,
Running around a roundabout of hurt,
That my mind cannot restrain,
Just a loop of broken dreams,
Just a loop of our broken history,
And just a loop of hurtful pain,
Spinning round and round, 
On a roundabout of painful memories.

But you argue that,
You were just optimizing,
And not sacrificing,
For a love that you didn't believe in.

You hid the facts,
Gave nothing back,
Turned truth into lies,
Scattered pain across my heart,
And your sands of pain dissolved into misery.

So yesterday and today,
Are just a merger of pain,
Every bit of joy lost,
To the shame of blame.

Chorus
So I ask you what's left, 
When all is said and done,
Just a loop of bad memories,
Full of our history of pain,
Running around a roundabout of hurt,
That my mind cannot restrain,
Just a loop of broken dreams,
Just a loop of our broken history,
And just a loop of hurtful pain,
Spinning round and round, 
On a roundabout of painful memories.

So yesterday and today,
Are just a merger of pain,
Every bit of joy lost,
To the shame of blame.

Chorus
So I ask you what's left, 
When all is said and done,
Just a loop of bad memories,
Full of our history of pain,
Running around a roundabout of hurt,
That my mind cannot restrain,
Just a loop of broken dreams,
Just a loop of our broken history,
And just a loop of hurtful pain,
Spinning round and round, 
On a roundabout of painful memories.

So since then I've just been sitting,
On your roundabout of pain,
Living in that loop of painful memories,
And those loops of hurtful shame,
Nursing my broken heart,
But there's no refunds of joy,
Because time and life don't reward,
Or compensate me,
For any of my suffering or pain, 
From your painful misery.
That was always just the same.

But one day I'll find the courage,
To get off your roundabout of painful memories,
Because one day I'll forget about you,
And remember how (find the courage) to love my heart and me again.

Lyricist & Songwriter @ 2020/23 All Rights Reserved 

 

Things I Should Have Done List

Looking back at yesterday,
I'm reminding myself,
Of how you stole,
Every part of my heart's wealth,
The riches of my love,
Meant nothing to you,
So now you're a painful reminder,
Of what I shouldn't do.

But you've left me with a list,
Of things I should have done,
When you were pretending,
Our love was more than fun.

Hook/Chorus
I should have walked away,
I should have never given you any time,
I should have put my heart first,
And not let you break mine,
So this things I should have done list,
Is written in my mind,
To remind me not to fall in love,
With your type of unkind.

Looking through today,
I am reminding myself,
Of how you gave me,
Nothing but poor misery,
Until my heart became so poor,
That I lost in love for sure,
So now you're just a painful reminder,
Of what my heart shouldn't endure.

But you've left me with a list,
Of things I should have done,
When you were pretending,
Our love was more than fun.

Hook/Chorus
I should have left you on the shelf,
I should have kept away from your lies,
I should have learnt to recognize,
That your love would never materialize,
So this things I should have done list,
Is written in my heart,
To remind me not to fall in love,
With you again coz you'll break my heart.

So tomorrow's coming soon,
And you won't be around,
But I just have to say,
That gives me fresh hope for today,
Because you are a painful reminder,
That has no joyful memories,
And a reminder that what's lost sometimes,
Should never be re-found.

But you've left me with a list,
Of things I should have done,
When you were pretending,
Our love was more than fun.

Hook/Chorus
I should have given you away,
I should have traded you in,
I should have seen your painful thorns, 
And I should never have given in, 
So this things I should have done list,
Is written in my heart, 
With the ink of pain,
To remind me that I should never,
Give my heart and love to you again.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

from: Goodbye is Not Forever poem 'things I should have said to you and things I should have done'

 

Things I Should've Told You List

When you get a minute,
And you have the time,
Here are some of the things,
I should have said to you,
When you were pretending, 
To love my heart and be mine.

Hook/Chorus
I should've told you to change,
I should've told you about your fears,
I should've told you to be a better man,
And I should've never let you near,
I should've given you a miss,
I should've kept my heart in one piece,
I should've skipped on your kiss,
And I should have avoided what my heart don't miss. 

So now I sit with this list,
Written on my heart,
That warns me to leave,
Before any heartbreak starts.

So when you have a chance,
And you remember me,
Here are some of the things,
That I should have said to you,
When you were pretending, 
To love my heart and me.

Hook/Chorus
I should've told you about your shame,
I should've told you about the hurt and pain,
I should've told you how to feel,
And I shouldn't have let you pretend to be real,
I shouldn't have let you do what you do,
I shouldn't have let you steer us into untrue,
I shouldn't have loved you so honestly,
And I shouldn't have been your heart's casualty. 

So now I sit with this list,
Written on my heart,
That warns me to leave,
Before any heartbreak starts.

But if you ever feel that,
You want to offer me a reply,
I don't need you to try, 
Or provide me with more lies, 
Coz we both know that it's for the best, 
That we already split up and said goodbye.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2020 All Rights Reserved 

from: Goodbye is Not Forever poem 'things I should have said to you and things I should have done'