The Robotic (Metallic/Artificial) Heart of Me Soundtrack Songs

The Robotic (Metallic/Artificial) Heart of Me Soundtrack Songs: Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell

 

The Metallic (Artificial) Heart of Me (pending finalization)

Something unreal/unnatural living inside me,
But it isn't something that,
I can touch, feel or see,
So the metallic heart of me,
Just beats inside me silently each day,
So unnaturally in every way.

So now I can't feel, 
Any heartbeats of victory, 
Or any heartbeats of reality, 
Because all that's inside me, 
Is just this metallic heart of me. 

Chorus
So these heartbeats, 
From the metallic heart of me, heart of me,
Make no ripples of love,
With every heartbeat,
So tell me how can I love you,
With this metallic heart inside me, heart inside me, 
That gives no heartbeats of love,
Or any heartbeats of defeat,
And tell me how can I love and feel, 
Live and survive, 
With this metallic heart inside of me, inside of me.

Reality became a wish that lives in disguise,
When my heart became a complication,
But I can't explain or regain, 
What I cannot see inside of me,
So this artificial part of me,
Is here to stay in my reality permanently.

So now I can't feel, 
Any heartbeats of victory, 
Or any heartbeats of reality, 
Because all that's inside me, 
Is just this metallic heart of me. 

Chorus
So these heartbeats, 
From the metallic heart of me, heart of me,
Make no ripples of love,
With every heartbeat,
So tell me how can I love you,
With this metallic heart inside me, heart inside me, 
That gives no heartbeats of love,
Or any heartbeats of defeat,
And tell me how can I love and feel, 
Live and survive, 
With this metallic heart inside of me, inside of me.

So I'm trying to adjust to an artificial reality,
But I'm clutching at the powerless heartbeats, 
Of the artificial, unnatural part of me,
And just hoping that the artificial hope, 
Can hold out for long enough,
To keep my heart alive so that I can survive.

So I'm trying to adjust to an artificial reality,
But I'm clutching at the powerless heartbeats, 
Of the artificial, unnatural part of me,
And just hoping that this artificial hope, 
Can hold out for long enough,
To keep my heart alive so that I can survive.

So now I can't feel any, 
Heartbeats of victory,
Or any heartbeats of reality,
Because all that's inside me, 
Is just this metallic heart of me, 
That beats powerless heartbeats, 
Without love and just daily defeats. 

Chorus
So these heartbeats, 
From the metallic heart of me, heart of me,
Make no ripples of love,
With every heartbeat,
So tell me how can I love you,
With this metallic heart inside me, heart inside me, 
That gives no heartbeats of love,
Or any heartbeats of defeat,
And tell me how can I love and feel, 
Live and survive, 
With this metallic heart inside of me, inside of me.

I'm just living in this, 
Unnatural reality,
Wishing for tomorrow,
And living in a hope,
Of what could or couldn't be,
And though it makes no sense,
This twist of artificiality,
Lives and beats inside of me,
And gives me a lease of hope,
That lives and loves you artificially.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021/22 All Rights Reserved 

 

Stormy Rains of Pain

My hands can't feel any love, 
From anything that I touch, 
Because life has given me, 
Just a painful reality, 
And so hope has given up on my heart fully, 
Then walked away from me. 

Bridge/Pre-chorus 
So now all that I can feel, 
Is just what remains, 
And everything that I touch, 
Feels saturated in the stormy rains of pain. 

Chorus 
I just can't escape from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
That beat down on my head, 
And fill my life and heart, 
With so much dread, 
And I just can't get away from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
So all around me, all my eyes can see, 
Are these stormy painful rains, 
Full of heartache and misery, 
But the stormy rains of pain continue, 
And never cease or release me, 
So now those rains fill my days and nights, 
And my life no longer shines out so bright. 

My eyes can't see any light, 
So beauty’s no longer visible in my sight, 
Because life doesn't offer me, 
Any visual delights anymore, 
Just painful hard truths, 
That my eyes and heart cannot (can’t) ignore. 

Bridge/Pre-chorus 
So now all that I can see, 
Looks a dark cloudy grey, 
Because everything that I see, 
Is painted in sadness from the stormy rains of pain. 

Chorus 
I just can't escape from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
That beat down on my head, 
And fill my life and heart, 
With so much dread, 
And I just can't get away from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
So all around me, all my eyes can see, 
Are these stormy painful rains, 
Full of heartache and misery. 

My mind can't generate any joyful things, 
And so nothing that I think about, 
No longer means anything, 
Delight doesn't light my heart on any day or night, 
So now I live my life hidden away from human sight, 
Because now hope has lost all of its appeal. (Because hope and life have lost all appeal.)

Bridge/Pre-chorus 
So all that I can think about, (So now all that I can think about and feel,)
Is what's so sadly real, 
And every sad thought I think, 
Seems tied down by the stormy rains of pain. 

Chorus 
I just can't escape from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
That beat down on my head, 
And fill my life and heart, 
With so much dread, 
And I just can't get away from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
So all around me, all my eyes can see, 
Are these stormy painful rains, 
Full of heartache and misery. 

My heart can't feel any love anymore, 
Or my own life that hurt so painfully tore, 
And so now my heart skips so many beats, 
Because I live my life in total defeat, 
Though I once fought so bravely, (But I once fought so bravely)
And stood so strong. 

Bridge/Pre-chorus 
But now all my heart once felt has truly gone, 
Coz everything around me has lost all hope of gain, 
So now my every heartbeat, 
Beats weakly from the stormy rains of pain. 

Final Extended Chorus 
I just can't escape from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
That beat down on my head, 
And fill my life and heart, 
With so much dread, 
And I just can't get away from, 
These stormy rains of pain, 
So all around me, all my eyes can see, 
Are these stormy painful rains, 
Full of heartache and misery, 
But the stormy rains of pain continue, 
And never cease or release me, 
So now those rains fill up my days and nights, 
And my life no longer shines out so bright, 
Because these stormy rains of pain, 
That beat down on me, 
Fill up my life and heart, 
With so much despair and tragedy. 

So now I can't sleep peacefully anymore, 
Because these stormy rains of pain, 
Surround me with nightmares, 
That my mind cannot ignore. 

Bridge/Pre-outro 
So all that my heart feels, 
Every single day break, 
Are just these stormy rains of pain, 
Full of sadness and heartbreak. 

Outro 
And so my mind feels lost, 
In a maze of misery, 
And my heart cries out daily in agony, 
But deep down inside me, 
I know the painful reality, 
Now life has fully given up on me,
So from these stormy rains of pain,
That fill my heart and life with so much sad tragedy, (That fill my heart and life with sad tragedy/That fill my life with sad tragedy)
Now I really know,
That I will never ever be free.

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2021 All Rights Reserved 

 

Missing Part in My Heart (pending finalization)

Since your departure from my life,

There's been a missing part in my heart,

So with tears in my eyes,

I remember the life that we shared,

The love that we gave,

Our laughter and the tender care,

But now that you're gone,

Our joyful times no longer live,

So now only mournful echoes remain,

That seem to mock my heart's pain.

 

Bridge/Pre-chorus

But I'll never forget our shared years,

All our happy joys and all our sad tears.

 

Chorus

Because without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

Just a cold empty space,

And a world fallen out of place,

Each day without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

And a deep void of love,

That can't be filled or given away,

Every week without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

But nothing can restore our yesterdays,

Now that we're so far apart.

 

Since your departure from my sight,

There's been a missing part in my heart,

So with sadness in my spirit,

Our yesterday’s now feel so distant,

Because the present can no longer offer,

A future to you and I,

So our tomorrows don't arrive, (Our tomorrow’s can no longer arrive)

And my life's been left with just memories,

So yesterday's sad echoes still remain,

That seem to mock my heart's pain.

 

Bridge/Pre-chorus

But I'll never forget our shared memories,

All our sad failures and all our happy victories.

 

Chorus

Because without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

Just a cold empty space,

And a world fallen out of place,

Each day without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

And a deep void of love,

That can't be filled or given away,

Every week without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

But nothing can restore our yesterdays,

Now that we're so far apart.

 

Since your departure from my side,

There's been a missing part in my heart,

So with heartache in my mind,

And no return ticket to your human abode,

I hope you've found some peace now,

Inside your beautiful soul,

But now that I no longer feel,

The warmth of your love,

Those lonely echoes still taunt me,

Because your departure from my life has (life's) been so tough.

 

Bridge/Pre-chorus

But I'll never forget our shared years,

All our brave acts and all our cowardly fears.

 

Chorus

Because without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

Just a cold empty space,

And a world fallen out of place,

Each day without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

And a deep void of love,

That can't be filled or given away,

Every week without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

But nothing can restore our yesterdays,

Now that we're so far apart.

 

Since your departure from my arms,

There's been a missing part in my heart,

So with heartbreak in my heart,

I feel my life without you now,

Has a missing part,

And though you're no longer near,

My life, side, arms and heart,

Now my heart clutches onto the broken fragments,

From those echoes of heartbreak and pain,

Full of our loving moments and the memories that remain.

 

Extended Bridge

So I'll never forget our shared heartbreaks,

All our amazing victories or all our painful mistakes,

Even though now all that remains,

Is just the missing part in my heart,

That still loves you so deeply across that far apart.

 

Final Chorus

Because without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

And a hurt so heavy,

That my heart cries every day,

Without you,

There's a missing part in my heart,

But nothing can restore our yesterdays,

Now that we're so far apart,

Because nothing can give you,

Another day to live,

And now that we're so far apart,

There's nothing more to your heart that I can give.

 

Final Verse

Since you've been missing from my life,

My every hope, dream and heartbeat without you,

Seems to fall apart no matter what I do,

Because it's so hard to live my life now with no you,

But somehow deep inside of me,

In my mind, memories and heart,

You will continue to live,

And with every beat of my heart,

I'll try to keep your memory alive,

Even though you're no longer standing by my side.

 

Outro:

So a final goodbye,

Comes to you from my heart,

Because nothing can give you,

Another day or a fresh start,

And now that we're so far apart,

There's nothing more that I can give,

To your absent heart,

(pause)

So although you're gone,

And you can no longer draw near,

Deep down inside of me,

Our love will still live without any fear,

Because our love came to my heart so naturally,

So now you will always be,

That missing part of me.

 

Lyricist & Songwriter Jill Thrussell @ 2022 All Rights Reserved